Absorb like a sponge!

emo nemo

2010-01-13T17:14:00.002+08:00

No I'm not emo.

I'm just trying to kill some time.

Listening to a good song.

Thinking about things.

Not wanting to study.

Change, will it happen just because you will it to?
Some things never change.

Oh...I had a blog...

2009-11-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

LOL, like Yeenam says, this blog is fucking dead.
Here's an attempt to revive it.
Though I might close it soon.
Lost to passion to blog. It's too troublesome now.

Anyway, everything's over and it's already the 2nd week of holidays.
PW was painful.
Promos was pathetic. E B B B S? BBBES sounds like BEST but it's far from that.
Please don't give me another B for PW next year.

I can't wait for next year.
It look like a really good year for me.
No more PW.
All solo mugging and..new house. ;P
New laptop.
New specs coming in 2 weeks.
Hopefully a new electric guitar which I want badly. =/
Everything brand new for a new start.
Come to think of it, my bag's been the same since sec 1.
It still looks new. NO HOLES NO NOTHING. Beat that.
I'm too lazy to buy a new one anyway heh.

Time to gym up.
I got fucked by intervals today. =.=''
Sucks to my cardio.

I've been speeding through animes again.
So far I've watched like...7 animes in 3weeks?
That includes PW work weeks lmao.

I want/need to pick up cooking asap.
But I need to clear my DESK and DESKTOP.
Both are flooded TTM. Gah, I dread it. Might take hours to finish.
I'll leave everything to DEC.
Not going anywhere this year so...it's all mugging and playing and tidying. =/

CIAO!

FML...FMB?

2009-09-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

I see people FML-ing and I thought...hey am I one of them?
Then I thought. NAh!
FMB!
That was super random.
But I don't care.
This is just a retarded effort to revive my blog.
I shall remain dead until things get better. I think.

Wake me up...when everything ends?

Everything Made Originally

2009-08-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

E. M. O.
That's what YB kept talking about today.
I guess some of it rubbed off onto me.
As I look at the resolutions I made at the start of the year,
it seems that I've kept almost none of it at all.
That "A for Promos" I wrote on my wishlist can very well be removed rather than be struck off.
Nevertheless, some part of me believes that I will snap somehow and get back on my mugging spirit.
Let's hope it happens.

PW is in a mess.
I a few people pertaining to PW.
I think our project has potential but sadly no one cares.
Not to mention a certain someone keeps trying to sabotage us with his nonsense of trying very hard for us but actually does nothing but maybe watch porn and his ugly partner at home.
Let's hope we can still get an A.

The only thing I'm actually working hard at,
and showing results is weights.
I can't seem to miss weights for the world.
My weight has increased significantly.
Probably both fat and muscle mass together.
But I think my weights moved up proportionately.
Though I have this feeling promos would slice a few KGs off my hardly attained weights.

I don't even feel like blogging anymore 'cuz it's always about how I'm failing in life.
What should I do?
I'm out of gas...

You cannot fight me

2009-08-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

As hard as it is for Africans/North Koreans/ Myanmarese to break out of their poverty cycle,
it is hard for me to break my procrastination addiction.
But I am determined to fight.
Promos is only 6 weeks away.
I'm not going down.
Not when eyes are watching.
Not when expectations are placed on me.

Why have I sworn to fight for everything but have gotten nothing?
What made me want to try so hard in the first quarter of the year?
I know the reason.
I can't duplicate the environment necessary to catalyse my productive efficiency.
So pain is the only way to go.
I will force myself to adapt.
I am human afterall.

Back to updates,
I've been on protein shake for about 2 weeks so far.
Pretty good.
Bench got a bit stuck.
My cleans increased, deadlifts, triceps, pullups too.
Let's go and grow!
But since frisbee stopped, so did my running.
My stamina's going to be screwed if I don't beef it back up soon.

Thanks to Phy lecture test (which I think I fucked up in),
I more or less caught up with tutorials and lectures.
Chemistry is easy and fun as usual.
Math too.
I hate Econs and subsequently, the tutor.
Actually the other way round.
GP is quite the bullshit.
PW sucks. My group sucks. I hate Pee Are Sees.

So, as I embark on my journey towards excellence, what else is there to say?
God Bless.

Pain is the only way to go.

2009-08-03T16:51:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since my life has dipped into this state of depression.
It's a nightmare.
There's so many things going on I wish I could just break free.

Chemistry lecture test was a total disaster today.
I totally knew how to do almost everything.
I was just darn careless.
My chemistry had always been an A.
Just recently in JC, I haven't been keeping my streak.
I've either flunked due to insufficient practice,
or just because I didn't bother.
Life's not supposed to be this way.

I've been an asshole at home.
I barely talk to my parents.
I quarrel.
I rot.

I realise that whenever I strip myself away from God,
things start to go wrong.
Not like God's punishing me.
He's warning me.
He knows I have to learn the hard way.

I've thought things through.

I'm not going to make this mistake again.

Why endure mockery?
Why put up a facade?
This is not the end.
There's still time.
I can always win in other areas in life.
Who will be the one laughing in the end?
I'm not seeking revenge.
But You'll know it when I'm at the top.
There's no point insulting others to make yourself feel any better.
'Cuz you won't be.

I hope the wake up call today would last forever.
Let me not forget this pain.

I will change. Now.

midnight run of madness

2009-08-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I blogged...
My life's been a mess and a mass, of work.
Work just keeps accumulating and I'm not clearing them, 'cuz I sleep in lecutures.
I'm at the point where tuition barely helps me stay on course.
I'm eating so much I'm 69kg (1kg muscle 2kg fat gained, from calculations).

Seems like nothing good ever happens when I blog.
I should start making things better so when I blog, I can blog about something new.

Life just doesn't go the way I want it.
Nothing good happens.
Even if it does, something bad kills my happiness almost right away.
It's like God is punishing me for not being obedient.
I haven't been going to church often.
I don't do work.
I'm bitchy at home.
All I do is face the computer all day and do nothing but rot.

Just something I thought of to end this post with 'cuz of all the things that happened over this week:

If I can overlook the flaws of others,
I can overlook mine.

But If I want to correct the flaws of others,
I must first correct my own.

PS: I went to run at 11pm. :D

and the pervy porn man strikes again

2009-07-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to whine about how my score isn't justified.
I know I didn't write it well,
but he didn't mark it all anyway.
Oh well waiting for 1hour and getting no return is just lame.
I should've known.
So I wasted 4.5hours today.
From 3.30 to now.
Stupid tuition got cancelled and I didn't bring P.E. attire to workout.
So I was home emo-ing and rotting.

Eating dinner now and there's another tuition at 9.

Can't life be more consistently good?

My feet were stuck in MUD

2009-07-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

Inter-JC is OVER!
We lost all 3 matches today,
and brought home 3 zeros.
I had my share in the process of getting such a superb result with many fumbles and screw ups.
But we also brought home 3 vermonsters (I didn't go T_T).
The J2 team brought home 1st for super pool,
which I think is something like a 3rd,
out of 7 teams. :D Awesome job!
I think the J1 team should train harder, and aim for 1st next year. :X
It's possible...theoretically.

I cancelled tomorrow morning's tuition.
Nice!
I also plan to uninstall Dota by the end of tomorrow.

I SWEAR THAT I WILL START MY DIET AGAIN.
AND I WILL TRAIN HARDER.
I WILL MUG HARDER.
I WILL BE MORE DISCIPLINED.
I WILL KEEP MY WORD.
OR I WILL GO TO NS WITH ALL THE MUDS.

My feet are stuck in deep shit.

2009-07-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I blogged.
Probably because I was too caught up with the least important things in life.
Dota? Playing? Slacking? Over-indulging in food? Not using my brain?

Just because it's after Blocks and I think I survived it,
shouldn't have meant I could waste my life away for the next 1 week.

Now my life's in a mess.
I just found out that Inter-JC is 2 days away,
and I missed training because I wanted to do PW,
thinking I still had more time.

I am a failure.
If I do not change, I will destroy myself and my future.

Somebody help me.

treasure hunt

2009-06-20T19:13:00.003+08:00

Before you start, I have summarized the entire post into 2 words and 1 emoticon at the last line. If you're too lazy to read, you may skip to that and get a gist of what is going on. ^^

The J1 (Team 2) had a friendly Ultimate Frisbee match with RJ peeps today.
We got trashed 15-1.
Oh well, we have much to work on before Inter-JC.
I'm quite demoralized, seeing how we haven't improved much after all the "pick-ups".
Also, people are quite stressed out by the incoming blocks they're contemplating on ponning training.
SIGHHH.
Whoever said J1 was all fun and no work?

My group finalised our GPP idea.
Online prostitution huh.
Doesn't sound like a magnificent topic afterall.
We have no choice though, seeing we have 1 week left to complete our EoMs.
Oh, but we're only 10% through our GPP,
and our ST hasn't seen it,
so he hasn't given us any approval on it.
So there's a chance we'd have to change topic. AGAIN.
:( My project work is screwed.
I project that my group will get a B at best.
Maybe C if we screw up.
Maybe A if we miraculously succeed.
That is also inclusive of the fact that the examiner don't find those "fuck"s in my PI appendix.

8 days to blocks.
I have 4 subjects to cover.
Only about 6 topics per subject.
Which makes 24 topics.
If there's an average of 20 pages per topic,
that makes 480 pages of shit to cover.
That is EXclusive of tutorials and past year papers that I SHOULD do.
My math is in pieces due to lack of practice AND revision.
My physics is in thick shit due to NOT LISTENING in lecture + lack of practice + 0 revision.
My chemistry is still surviving due to the natural simplicity of the subject.
I don't give shit about econs. A pass would be fine.
GP...can't be prepared. Maybe memorise some info that should do it.

I'm currently self-learning/teaching/studying/whatever you call it Physics.
It's actually quite fun to explore how the examples link with the notes and understanding the concepts ALL BY YOURSELF.
But that's only if you have time on your side.
I don't.

I'm screwed. :D

revolutionizing resolutions

2009-06-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

People often find themselves unable to fulfill their resolutions.
No, maybe it's just me.
Why?
Because these resolutions I make are ideal.
This is perfectly human.
So I set the bar real high,
work hard towards that goal,
and then hit somewhere below that goal,
because it's impossible to hit the target.
Somewhat like if you shoot to hit, you miss;
but if you shoot to miss, you hit.
Okay that makes little link.

But anyway, the real problem is, procrastination often gets in my way,
and I find myself just waiting for God to help me while not doing anything to help myself.
Blocks are in 13 days.
I have 2 physics topics I haven't LEARNT,
the other topics' tutorials are incomplete because I can't do them.
Math revision is fine, but I lack practice and revision.
Chemistry revision is somewhat close to math's.
I haven't touched Econs since the last lecture test.
I only have 3 days per subject.
How screwed can I get?
If only I bothered to pay a shit during lectures and didn't think "Oh, I have the entire june to understand the topic".

Sometimes I wonder if God is helping me.
Maybe he's too tied up with my unlimited requests.
Most probably he doesn't want to spoon feed me.
Maybe he granted my wishes,
but his time dimension is different from ours.
Like 1 God second is 1 human year or something.
But my over dependent thinking has made me wait and wait, time and time again.

Looks like I haven't learnt my lesson from past experiences.

Here we go again, on that roller coaster ride.
This time, much more exciting.

4L BBQ FUN FAIR

2009-06-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Awesome day today.

Had tuition in the morning.
Had math revision class after.

Then met up with 4L peeps at around 3.30pm.
Went to Captain Neo Liang Tiong's condo.
Swam in our shorts.
The shorts damn funny la,
the pockets will become air bags one,
then when you squeeze it,
the water surface will have bubbles popping out.
Anyway Alan brought his frisbee,
so we kinda played a tonne of games in the water.
Firstly captain's ~~ball~~ frisbee, basic throw n catch and monkey.
The more interesting ones were when we paired up,
then the bystander throws the frisbee;
when the frisbee hits the water,
we must chiong and get the disc.
Damn hard la, especially when I swim so slow.
Sorry Alan. :(
Then Yong Boon and LiangTiong pair together,
keep tugging me when we raced.
Walou I drank pool water like no tomorrow.
Then after all the fun and games,
we really bo liao already,
so we just play hide n seek.
As in, hide a watch in water, then find.
Damn fun la,
my job just to stay behind and drag liangtiong behind.
Then Alan chiong damn fast in front then find the watch.
Haha imba.

Later all the 4L guys gathered and we went to shower while the pros handle starting the fire.
The grill was only ready like around 7.30pm. =.=''
The food was rather good.
I really enjoyed cooking.
I get to eat everything that goes in and out.
That's why I'm darn bloated now.
Best item was the pork chop, along with mutton satay! :D
Liangtiong's family sponsored the whole thing la,
plus dessert (Ben n Jerry's Ice Cream!).
Many sincere thanks to him.

Played a round of daidee with pushups.
I got 2nd last, had to do 40 pushups.
Damn full do pushups will die one la seriously.

After that we did a bit of laming around,
dancing to fac dance music,
and making a lot of noise.
So we went to the playground and wasted some time.
Good thing Alan bought these water balloons,
so we had a little water fight.
Stupid Yong Boon backstab me twice.
Say ally, when can't hit target then turn back hit me. =.=''
Then I keep zhamming liangtiong fail,
only he zham me succeed.
When I leaving Aaron gave me one last bomb,
then I just throw at liangtiong then tio. Damn shuang.

Then it was like 10+ so everyone left.
I had to wait for my driver so liang tiong waited with me.

Tonight was real fun.
4L'08 is indeed my bestest group of friends. :D

you miss 100% of the shots that you don't take.

2009-05-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

HO HO HO!
Merry Holidays.
Or not.
Frisbee trainings are set in the afternoon.
How unpleasant.
It ruined all my plans for the holidays. Great.

Just ran 2.4km today,
12:20 was just dumb.
I walked a lot 'cuz there my calves couldn't take the lactic acid build up.
Need to train. TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN.
Take a train to train city.

I have a sudden urge to get an electric guitar.
Darn bored with my classical one. =(

June marks the busiest month of the year!

Sunlight Shimmering Love

2009-05-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ahh I think I'm going too damn emo.
Anyway, my grandpa had a successful operation.
Thank God!

I can't wait for school to end.
I've got SYF concert to attend tomorrow.
I'd seriously rather listen to the songs in my phone.
Heard the band practice outisde audi just now,
it sucks.
My ear was on the verge of bleeding and I hoped every disc I threw would magically turn around and hit them so that it would seem that it was unintentional on my part.
Sorry Tzehan, no hard feelings!

My hair is too long for my own good.
It's damn irritating when I run and sweat.
Then my fringe, which can officially cover my eyes if I let it down,
would get wet and dangle and tickle my eye lids.
Screw it, I'm gonna cut my hair when June comes.
It would also symbolize my determination to mug my holidays off.
I would also like to run everyday and get my stamina up.
A part of me would like to participate in Ultimate Inter-JC,
but I really hate the stress from competitions. =/
Wish me luck. :D

I'm addicted to procrastination and "The Office" isn't helping.
I've been eating a lot of good food,
and thus getting fat.
Don't care, I'll burn it all away with compound interest when June comes.

I'm contemplating on drinking protein shake...
My weights increments are too slow too little. =(

Come to me, brighter day.

as beautiful as dance

2009-05-23T12:07:00.004+08:00

Hah, dance night is over.
It's not going to come back for me. :(
Anyway it was awesome.
I can't really appreciate anything else but break dancing/hip-hop.
They just look damn awesome.
I miss dance night!
Okay, although I'm not part of MAD,
but I think it's heart-warming to see their efforts pay off at the end of the performance.
They all looked real happy.

Oh yea, my internet's back up!
Which explains why I'm wasting time here.
I've also been watching "The Office" which is super hilarious.
Man, I'm totally in holiday mood already.
That's why I've been switching off in ALL lectures.

Started playing some bball again with clement and zhehou.
Sigh, after not playing for a year,
I'm as noob as a duck.
I don't know why I used "duck", but you get what I mean.

I need to lose some fat.
I'm going out to eat again tonight...
To celebrate me and my brother's (belated) birthday.
XD Funny how my birthday lasted 4 days this year.
2009 is the most special year ever!
I think I will really hate 2010,
for many reasons.
JC shouldn't be only 2 years! :((
I would seriously take blocks and promos over and over again if that would mean I could stay in 2009.
NOT RETAIN HOR. IN 2009, NOT IN J1.

Something's beautiful only because one cannot possess it.
I said this before,
but I'm reiterating it 'cuz it's so true.

the last 1hr 13minutes

2009-05-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Haha, so my birthday comes to an end soon.
But there's more celebration to come.
Other than my due GPP,
which I'm trying my utmost to give shit about.

Well, this is actually the most celebrated birthday I've had in a long time.
At home.
At school.
With friends.
:D
Thanks everyone again, I had fun.

But I ate so much junk today I think I'm going sick.
And bloated.
Happy 17th.

The school had early dismissal 'cuz it was my birthday.

2009-05-20T17:14:00.001+08:00

Today was CSM haha.
Good stuff.
Happy Birthday to myself.
Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday.
I like my prezzies.

Anyway, nothing much happened.
Went to Plaza Sing,
ate at Yoshinoya,
then went to watch "Star Trek".
Not bad.

I got tuition in 40minutes.
=(

I have nothing but everything.

2009-05-17T12:35:00.002+08:00

Sianned.
My brother's back from Scotland,
and I'm eating like some crazy monkey.

Tomorrow's both math and econ lecture tests.
I haven't studied for nuts.

{[b]edwink![/b]} [09S6B-Artemis] <3 math and econs -_- says:
i cant do tt my memorising sucks
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
lol same
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
i think my brain deteriorated
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
from a memorising machine
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
to a more analytical mind
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
ok actually not really either....
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
more....slow....
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
=.=
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
and since analysis requires slow thinking...
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
:X
{[b]edwink![/b]} [09S6B-Artemis] <3 math and econs -_- says:
actually mine is more of the latter, though HP forced me to use the former
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
lol niao
{[b]edwink![/b]} [09S6B-Artemis] <3 math and econs -_- says:
but then econs i dun memorise
{[b]edwink![/b]} [09S6B-Artemis] <3 math and econs -_- says:
so YAY
{[b]edwink![/b]} [09S6B-Artemis] <3 math and econs -_- says:
i win
HC Ultimate Khai Chien. says:
pro liddat liao. imma post it on my blog to show how ego u are.

How's everything "gonna be alright"?

Eat Disc!

2009-05-09T22:28:00.004+08:00

Today was the long awaited ASCI frisbee competition.
Team Hwachong set off and gathered in the very small field at 9am.
Let's skip to the details.

My team, team 5, set off and played our matches.
We had our highs and lows,
and although we didn't win anything,
I believe we improved much throughout the 2 weeks.
The scores were as follows:
4-2, 4-1, 4-0, 3-2, 8-0, 5-1.
Our highlight being a 3-2 match.
As you can see, our performance was rather like a max. quadratic curve.
Personally I think I had 2 Ds, 1 score, 3 assists.
MANY SCREW UPS.
Even stupid ones which NEVER should have happened.
Which have costed the team a few scores.

Other teams didn't win either.
But I think we all did well and tried our best today.
HC is awesome. ;)
I really think our seniors were superb. Haha.
Great job.
Ultimate Frisbee is now officially my favourite ELITE sport <3.

I want to train more. More more more.
Realised my stamina sucks like shit.
I could only hold off at most 3 or 4 bursts per turn over.
If the opponents decide to drag on, my marking becomes shit.
Gahh.

Oh yea, and I met an OLD OLD friend.
Name was Joel.
He actually recognized me.
Actually I saw him first, but didn't dare to go say hi,
later wrong person. :o
Haha cool.

Anyway went off to have dinner with my parents and sis after that.
Ate at Suntec City's Food Republic.
Super food court la.
The food is not bad also haha.
Didn't want to go to a restaurant 'cuz I was wearing PE shorts and some random shirt. =.=
I downed like so much I can't even list.
Mmmm.....was damn bloated.
For one, I'm feeling less guilty while eating now.
I realised, as long as I burn off as much as I eat,
I can eat any amount I want.
Instead of trying to cut down how much I eat,
I should think of ways to increase the amount of exercise I do.
I know I make it happen.

It's a relief Monday's a holiday.
I need that.

Okay, I should sleep.
Bye.

on labour's day, we play hard, and work hard!

2009-05-01T18:05:00.004+08:00

Okay, not really work hard.
I'm really in a slack mood now.
Let's see if it changes later.

Anyway I sure enjoyed today.
Met up with Jansen and YB in the morning.
Bought a cake for liangtiong/zhexuan's birthday celebration.
Originally it was for Ian too,
a triple celebration,
but someone prefered to do his Chem AA then to spend some time with his friends.
Oh well, we had fun anyways.
Wanted to watch X-Men origins at first,
but every single seat was taken till the 6pm slot.
Scary how Singaporeans flood the movie theatres on a single holiday.
So we decided to watch "Taken" at 2.35pm,
since it looked like a nice action movie to substitute x-men.

Then we went off to Carl's Jr. to eat lunch.
I still love their burgers although they cost a bomb,
in terms of calories and money.
Then we sang the birthday song as usual.
Attracted lots of attention.
Some gay faggot even zihigh and clapped with us. =.=
Took some pictures. :D I love that.
Then when it came to eating the cake,
there were too much,
so we ended up playing Zong Ji Mi Ma.
I kena first blood lor...had to beg YB to help me with my piece of the cake.
..and so on....

Movie movie movie.
Taken was SUPER-SPECIAL-AWESOME!
It's like James Bond,
but a lot better.
The main guy (who solos and kills everyone in his way),
HAS BRAINS.
He plans, he thinks, he kills and he's cool.
The movie is filled with hilarious parts.
My favourite one being when a guy was holding a knife to the hostage,
and he just shot him.
It's exactly what I like protagonists to do.
Most movie shows will show the stupid guy panicking,
but this guy just does it.
It's that simple.
A knife can't outkill a gun. Period.
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!! :)

I still got many movies I haven't watched. :(
J1 already so busy, J2 sure die.
MORE TIME PLEASE!!!

take control and take the win

2009-04-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

Ahh the past week has been bee zee.
ILP PI Chem Test Phy Test etc.

It's ALL over.
For now.

More stuff to come.
I'll leave those rants for later.

About the tasks at hand,
I suck at frisbee.
Period.
I can catch and I can throw pretty well.
Only outside games.
When someone comes and stand infront of me,
I start screwing up.
That sucks.
C'mon get a grip.

My right knee seems better,
(yes it's another knee injury added to my collection)
but after today's training it's starting to hurt again.
Please don't give me two screwed knees.
Please.

Talk about please.
I seem to be addicted to it liao.
Stupid Clement influenced me.
Like every sentence of mine has "please" at the end.
Coupled with "don't do that".
SO UNCOOL.

The past 3 weeks of comfort eating has cost me.
I just gained like 1.5kg (rough estimate).
EVERYTHING'S STARTING TO SUCK. DAMN.

At least there's Greenworks and Labour Day to look forward to. ;)

Attention Attracting Asses. (AAA)

2009-04-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

I'm obsessed with grades.
Obsessed with As.
I want an A for the physics today.
(Assuming I don't lose anything else other than the 5 marks I already lost).
I got 5As for 5 items today.
My obsession compelled me to retry my SBJ until I had an A.
A has become my life.
A is all I care about.
I am an A student.
A A and A.
Nothing feels better than an A.
Give it to me.
Please.
I won't be an Ass and look down on others.
I won't be proud.
I just want to feel good about myself...

So many stuff is coming up that I need A for...
I'm redo-ing ILP which I got 17/25 for.
Chemistry Lecture test next monday. 6% OMG!
Math test this or next week.
PI final submission this week.
Better not procrastinate any further.
I'm also going to reboot my diet plan,
but I just failed the first day - today.

What's wrong with me...

365 and the world goes round.

2009-04-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

365th post!
That's like a year!
Happy birthday!

Ahh, I just have an urge to run out,
lay out a mat,
and just lie down and float into another world.
School's been busy,
all the work raining down like some I don't know what.
I wonder how those other people with other academic/cca commitments cope.
Final PI submission is due by end of this week.
Mr. Kevin haven't returned us our PI draft.
Comprehension test tomorrow. 4.16% (WTH!).
The most I'm going to get is a pass,
I admit defeat.
But not all hope is lost. XD
Talk about tests,
Physics lecture test is next week and I know nuts about Dynamics.
Need to mug like crazy this weekend. No joke.
Talk about MORE tests....
I completely flunked out for math today.
Last question 4 marks,
I sped through my paper,
leaving me around 10minutes for the last question.
Couldn't do it.
Gahh, yet another full marks gone.
So many people are going to trash me in this math test I've got no choice but to humble myself...

Okay, academics are boring.
Let's get on with my life.
Napfa was alright.
I broke my personal best for 2.4km!
CONGRATULATIONS!
11 minutes 3x seconds.
Nothing impressive at all.
20 seconds away from B. =/
I need 3 As and 2Cs for my 5 items next week to get a Gold.
Sit-ups sure A. Pull ups sure A. Betting it on Shuttle-run. =X

I think my arms got bigger! :D
I love converting iron and sweat to muscles.
A great sense of achievement indeed. :P

My mom just came back from Japan,
which she left for 10 days ago.
There's literally a hill of tidbits.
All I did was say: "Remember to buy some tidbits for me!".
Maybe I'll bring some to school to share. :)

That's all,
I'm still contemplating whether I should study the AQ format.
I have a feeling it won't make a diff.
I'm too lazy anyway....

EMO culture is the IN-thing

2009-04-09T18:33:00.001+08:00

ILP due this coming Monday.
PI due tomorrow.
Math Test due this coming Tuesday.

It's not going to be a Good Friday afterall.

don't separate us!

2009-04-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

On one hand,
I'm worried I can't finish my supply of tidbits.
On the other,
I can't bear to finish it.
On the third hand,
I don't even want to touch it 'cuz it's bloody fattening.
Gahh, indecisive men are so unattractive.
But I'm already on my way to finishing my first pack of Jelly Beans. :o
And I'm eating goose liver spread on bread tomorrow.
It looks disgusting when I looked at it just now,
hope it tastes okay tomorrow. =/

Frisbee is getting more and more fun.
WUT, I got chosen as a handler.
So not cool.
I wanna catch the disc,
I get a higher sense of satisfaction from that.
Not to mention handlers get a lot of stress,
not good for health.

NAPFA is next week.
I ~~feigned sick~~ was really sick for the 1st week and then only feigned injured for last 2 weeks.
The teacher got so fed up he asked me to give him MC,
and "better don't take NAPFA".
Walou, I want to take NAPFA lor,
I run so much just for that day.
Don't think I can run below 12minutes still. =.=
SBJ also, my knee really got problem...so... :'(

STUDIES. AS USUAL. I'M FALLING BEHIND.
AND I'M STILL BLOGGING. WTH.

BYEEEE!

A NEW FOUND LOVE FOR SHOPPING!

2009-04-04T15:39:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA,
I love shopping.
FOR FOOD!
Shit, I bought so much bread and tidbits,
I wonder if I'll ever finish them.
So many nice stuff la.
Next time go again buy different ones. LOL.

Aiya today wasted so much time in Singapore.
GTG DO PI / MUG ECONS.
TATA.

3, 2, 1, Let's Go!

2009-03-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

"From tomorrow (1st April 09) onwards, it is COMPULSORY to sign in at the counter at the Weights Room."
- Could this be another April Fools' Joke of the Year? Talk about April Fools', let's have a spanking fun time tomorrow!

"The highly anticipated Combined Sports Meet 2009 is here again! It will be held on 20 May 2009 (Wednesday, 730am) at our very own track. This year's Combined Sports Meet will be even more exciting as the nation prepares for the Asia Youth Games and the Youth Olympics Games 2010. In conjunction of the preparation, we will have fringe activities to bring more fun and excitement to the CSM 09. "
- How about this? :
The highly anticipated ~~Combined Sports Meet 2009~~ KhaiChien's Birthday is here again! It will be held on 20 May 2009 (Wednesday) at ~~our very own track~~ anywhere in the world. This year's ~~Combined Sports Meet~~ birthday celebration will be even more exciting as the nation prepares for the ~~Asia Youth Games and the Youth Olympics Games~~ the next birthday in 2010. In conjunction of the preparation, we will have fringe activities to bring more fun and excitement to the ~~CSM 09~~ celebration.
I'm so excited! A sea of RED, BLUE, GREEN and YELLOW will be present to witness my pure awesomeness.

{{[b]edwink'[/b]}}[OG10/09S6B-Artemis!/igrp2] PW... haizzz says:
erm we dunndi to write yet
{{[b]edwink'[/b]}}[OG10/09S6B-Artemis!/igrp2] PW... haizzz says:
i prepared liek 10 articles to brign to class tmr
McKanuel. says:
wtf
McKanuel. says:
gay shit
-....Next!

McKanuel. says:
econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI + econs + PI
McKanuel. says:
A sea of EleCONS and PItons.....
{{[b]edwink'[/b]}}[OG10/09S6B-Artemis!/igrp2] PW...VOTE FOR RUNNING NOSES AND BUBBLES AND AWESOME! says:
HAHA SO FUNNY
{{[b]edwink'[/b]}}[OG10/09S6B-Artemis!/igrp2] PW...VOTE FOR RUNNING NOSES AND BUBBLES AND AWESOME! says:
NICE ONE
{{[b]edwink'[/b]}}[OG10/09S6B-Artemis!/igrp2] PW...VOTE FOR RUNNING NOSES AND BUBBLES AND AWESOME! says:
OMG U ROCK
- I know, I know...

"All must prepare Tutorial 3 Qn 1 - 3 OR do Class Test 2 based on Tut 2B + Parametric Equations on Thurs...."
-I can already forsee AN idiot sabotaging the entire class by not doing anything but mug for the test. It's so not me...

I think I got tanner.
ULTIMATE FRISBEE SUN-TAN. <3
I actually am falling in love with frisbee.
Super fun to see people running around like mad chasing a flying disc.
Myself included.
I felt like doing the same like some people,
puting the Chinese version of the CCA name infront of your MSN nick like this:
[Blah blah] McKanuel.
but I have no idea what's "Ultimate" in chinese. =.=
I also do not have a chinese writing programme.
Don't ask me why I'm writing in Italics,
I just feel weird.

PI + Econs Test.
It's only a matter time before I grab that A....
WORK HARDER!

give me salvation, redeem my heart

2009-03-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

Feeling darn vexed these few days about a few pertinent issues at hand.
Some things just can't be solved no matter how you think.
Maybe time will clear things away.
That's a painful road to take.
I just hope God can take all the pain away,
but it's impossible without the intervening of free will.
I read that in "The Shack".
But I know he is with me,
holding my hand,
guiding me to him,
and all the things will fall into place...
Into his plan for me.
That's my faith,
it's weak, but I hope it grows like a fruit. :)

I will forgive.
I will forget.
I will work hard.
I will move on.
I will reach the end,
and be the one smiling.
I know I can.
I've done it for ever.

A few things to rant:
1. GP test marks. I think I might get 3x. By right, according to my GP tutor, I would've reached 4x marks. But thanks to Kaitick/Clement for exposing my hard work infront of him, he marked it down to 3x marks. My gut feeling tells me I will get more pissed when I get back my paper.
2. Swimming this coming monday. Boo~....
3. I'm lagging behind for Econs/Chemistry/Math! Need to chiong this weekend.
4. I need more stamina for frisbeeeee....

That's all. :X

Talk about frisbee,
today was rather interesting.
Serious training is probably gonna start.
Ran 7 rounds around the entire side field.
Which is equivalent to or abit less than 2.4km.
Highlights for me would be when I scored a point. Woohoo!
The seniors were right,
having a studded shoe to do cutting makes a world of a difference.
But for some reason,
a blister came up on my feet. Ouch..
My throwing is fine,
but my aiming sucks like hell.
Poor Ian and Weijie always running far far away to pick up my frisbee. Sorry!
Oh and,
good luck to the guys competing tomorrow. (Doubt they can see this but, oh well.)

Okay I'm done,
BYE.

OMG GC..

2009-03-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

Class Test Full Marks.
EPIC FAIL.
For that graph y=1/4x,
I undoubtedly plot whatever showed on my GC screen,
only to realise after the test that it was wrong.
That's why I say never to trust the GC. >=(
Stupid 1/4x I didn't put as 1/(4x) then wrong.
I think I'll minus 1 or 2 marks. :(

Oh well,
frisbee was fun today,
but still darn slack.
I think it will pick up soon..

Founders day CIP tomorrow.
Chem tuition.
Gogogo.

rising from the depths of despair

2009-03-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

I can hardly believe it.
1 week of holidays just over like that.
Wasted and unappreciated in my case.
But then again,
I'm rather pleased that I've recovered pretty much.
The doctor I went to is kinda like an old time friend of my mom's.
Neither a singaporean doctor nor a ENT specialist could treat me,
and this guy's medicine made me recover in 1.5days. =.=
Good stuff. Good stuff.

I pretty much caught up on things.
Rushed out my math tutorial 2B.
So I'm just lagging behind on 1 tutorial =.=
Chemistry halfway through tutorial 3.
Still in rocky waters for stoichiometry. =(
The rest seems okay for now.

Ahh I haven't been doing weights at all.
Darn pissed.
I lost weight while I was sick,
but I think all the calories I took in is gonna come all back double. T.T

Next monday is swimming....
I totally hate the PE dept.

buffet style i tell you!

2009-03-19T15:30:00.002+08:00

Here's what I've eaten since 11am when I woke up.

2buns 1kueh for breakfast.
Ate 2 small muffins as snack.
Wan Ton Mee for lunch.
A block of bread for snack.
3 small "sticks" of mac nut bar.

Now I'm eating strawberries with Honey.

:o

I don't even want to count how much I've eaten in terms of calories.

I guess being sick made me care less about dieting. =/
The same to studying...

I'm so screwed....

good day, bad day

2009-03-18T11:06:00.002+08:00

Not much has happened till yesterday.
It was the long awaited 4L outing.
I prayed the previous night hoping it wouldn't rain.
Then the next day, it rained in the morning.
I was like,
oh shit die liao.
Ended up the rest of the day was darn sunny! :D
Thank God.

So I set off,
was abit early,
went to fetch Jansen and Jonathan.
Reached the meeting place,
it was a big success,
everyone turned up,
including those that didn't indicate they were coming!
It was rather boring later on,
travelling to East Coast Park alone took 2hours.
*At this point in time I was feeling rather giddy already.

Reached ECP,
ate BK.
I couldn't finish my burger. =.=
Yea you heard me...
That's how small my appetite has become. Die.
(Now that I'm sick, I shall eat more, but healthy.)
Went to rent a bike.
Cycled for like half the day.
Went bowling.
Booked the basketball court and parked all our bikes there.
Not enough lock for 15bikes LOL.
I have no idea how many times I pointed the middle finger for guttering.
It's a lot of time.
Thinking back,
I hope no public person took a sneak shot of me and then put it in the papers.
I would be in really deep shit if that happened.
At least I had one lucky strike to begin with.
*Was feeling rather shitty after bowling already.

Went to cycle again.
Stopped at the hawker centre.
Ate our dinner.
*I had no appetite at all, felt darn lethargic.
Went back to cycle.

The beach!
Took some pics,
played around.
Haha I asked Liangtiong and Kaleb to "suicide" with me.
Then while we were walking towards the water,
I faster push them in and ran away.
Too bad I ran too fast,
they didn't kena water. :(

Returned the bikes.
Had our mood spoilt 'cuz of several incidents.
Day ended with me terribly sick.

Now here I am,
blogging,
with tonnes of work undone,
and tuition cancelled.

Great!

and it came afterall

2009-03-12T16:17:00.002+08:00

Math Lecture Test - 22/30
Econs Quiz - 22/25

I'm not boasting,
there's nothing to boast about anyway.
I'm just shocked.
I really really thought I would fail.
Didn't know the random scraps of workings actually earned me more than 5 marks.
Thank God!
I hope these grades will not result in complacency,
but compel me to work harder.
It actually spiked my interest in math more. :D
I always liked econs too.

Anyway, I'm expecting good things to happen next week.
4L outing. It better happen!
Catching up on stuff would be nice.
Hope my internet downstairs revives.
Also whatever good may happen,
happen please. XD
I think I need the extra fun for this 1 week break.
It's all down the slippery slope again once it's over.
I wonder if the School Gym is open during the holidays,
I don't want to go flabby/rusty.

GP/PW Practice Presentation tomorrow.
I don't know why but I've put in a great deal of effort knowing it's not graded.
Maybe I'm just enthusiastic!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW!

Oh...
Give me another A for GP and I'll really fly!
(I'll know that like..only after the holidays though...)

fhugged up

2009-03-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

Thought I was heading towards a good start.
Guess not.
Screwed up my math test.
I'm guessing only a pass,
if not worse.
My bad for being incompetent,
taking my own sweet time on the first 2 questions,
even while doing so,
made careless mistakes.
Foolish of me to think that I could get an A.
It was impossible from the start.

But I guess things aren't that easy.
Guess I'll have to work harder the next test.
I think these small tests don't have much affect on the overall.
Provided I don't screw every single one of them to the extent it does affect the overall grade.

Hope I catch up on my Chemistry.
Catching up on econs.
Haven't seen the urgency of Physics yet.
MATHS YOU WATCH OUT.

Gahh damn tired,
and my body is dying for carbo.
My self-control is weakening these few days.
Probably ate like 300~600 calories more than my diet plan.
Tomorrow's a half day,
I'll see to it that I consume much lesser to compensate for the extra calories I've taken in for the past 2 days,
since I won't be using much energy from half a day of school... =/

BYE.

rubbish

2009-03-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

Right wrist injured.
Right quads injured.
Right hamstrings aching.
All because I suddenly did sports after...
7 months of rotting?

My chemistry is in danger.
My math test is on Monday.
I haven't done my econs tutorial.

I haven't had more than 5.5hours sleep daily since Tuesday.
I only got to bathe once a day due to the fact that I reached home at 8 daily.

Need to train more,
I'm not getting weaker,
but I'm not getting stronger either.
I'm now 66~67kg,
diet plan's going slow but steady.

SO MUCH TO DO!!!
I NEED A KIT KAT AND TAKE A BREAK.
Oops, no chocolates, bad.

verbal vomit

2009-03-04T17:10:00.002+08:00

GP test today.
There was a question leak from Edwin.
Technology is a necessary evil.
Mugged for it.
Wrote an essay.
Brought it to school.
Spread the news.
Got caught by tutor,
but he didn't care.
Or so I hope.
Memorised it wholesale after he hint hint it was the correct essay.
Saw the exact same title during the test.
Felt super happy.
Verbal vomitted out everything.
Word for word.

Now I just hope I vomitted out the right things.
And I won't score low because other people wrote the same points as me. =.=
And my GP tutor wouldn't be too strict because he knows I knew the question a night beforehand.
Gahh.
Stupid Clement got caught during lesson mugging for it. =(

Weights was fun,
no one was guarding the room,
we just chionged in to did it.
YAY.

busy, interesting, exotic!

2009-03-01T12:53:00.003+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!
Lots of things happened over a short span of 2 days.
Friday was POP.
Went to gym before that,
found that that the bastards permanently sealed off the free weights.
YB already complained,
if that doesn't work,
I will complain.
IF THAT DOESN'T WORK,
I'll ask my dad to complain.
IF THAT DOESN'T WORK....
Hwa Chong can say Bye Bye to donations,
seriously,
we pay the school for the facilities.
I chose Hwa Chong for the nice environment promised to us.
I can't accept this shit.

So, POP was basically a repeat of campfire.
Rather nostalgic,
but this time I wasn't hanging out with my CT,
more with Clement, KaiTick and Weiern. =.=
Still quite fun!
We're MEAN GUYS.
"Mean Girls" is nothing compared to us.

Yesterday,
went for CT outing.
Met up with Clement and Weiern first,
went to window shop.
Drank StarBucks for lunch.
It's definitely enough,
it's so sweet,
sure got a lot of condensed milk added or something.
Damn nice also haha!
White Mocha or something...
Met up with Zhehou and Justin.
Met up with Joey and HuiMei and ... k .
They went to eat at Pepper (what?).
Folded Paper Cranes I learnt on Friday.
Did a lot of lame stuff.
Went for a movie.
Marley & Me.
So touching okay.
I almost...ALMOST, cried.

Okay the following part really sucked.
Went to Heeren at Fish & Co.
Waited damn long.
Got my New York Fish n Chips.
IT SUCKED.
Nothing more nothing less.
Just pure disgusting.
The fries were okay,
but who can't make fries like that?
The fish was pure eww,
so bloody queasy.
I had to suck on a lemon after shoving it down my throat,
else I would've puked it all back out.
Anyway, STJ was rather boring.
Other than cam-whoring,
there was rather little interaction.
For our table at least.
Oh well, that's what you get for having a budget of $15.90 per person.
Heard Edwin's JTS was darn fun,
'cuz it costed 1k bucks. :D Rich people, tsk.

Anyway, got quite some work undone.
Gotta go church later too.

Something to end off:

Don't be fooled by it's tasty appearance.
It's filled with evil calories and it's definitely not worth the sacrifice.

Music for life

2009-02-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

Weights + Cardio + elevated sit-ups (later) = SHUANG.

I thought about a bunch of stuff in the car just now,
while listening to music, as usual.
Afterall the econs mugging,
some stuff's gotta get into my head PERMA right?
Scarcity is always a problem due to man's unlimited wants.
It is impossible to get everything,
but to achieve "economic efficiency",
both "productive" and "allocative" efficiency must be met.
In other words,
don't bother trying getting everything,
but you can be the one getting most of it. ;)
I shall strive for that.
I shall be unstoppable before my goal. :X

Anyway, I've been quite happy with JC1 life so far.
Real fun,
keeps me real busy too.
Therefore I won't be spending unnecessary time doing shit stuff.
Which is very good.
Which reminds me...
I GOT GP AND MATH WORK TO DO. >:(
GTG.

Strawberry flavour shower gel OWNs. <3

Monday Blues Never so BAD

2009-02-23T17:10:00.003+08:00

Morning,
stuck in causeway jam.
Late for flag raising.

PE.
My thighs got screwed.
Now I can barely walk.

I'm still coughing like shit.

I have no motivation to do anything now.

shitty days never fail to come

2009-02-22T18:48:00.001+08:00

A slight headache and a cough.
To think I've gotta run 2.4km in the searing heat tomorrow.

I'm just praying I don't faint halfway.

blahblahblah

2009-02-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

Chem Prac was fun.
Chem tutorial was sucky.
Didn't know how to do.
Tio niao by teacher.
"I don't believe you don't know how to do."
"So, you were just lazy to try..."
Like duh,
I'm lazy to try 'cuz I don't know how to do.
=.=

I hope I get a good PW group.
Pray, pray and pray.

After school,
received a call from the admin centre.
They wanted me to pass a letter to my dad.
Went there,
wrong turn,
asked some old hag for directions.
She stared at me like I'm some idiot who made a big mistake,
said "This is Dr. Hon's office,".
WHOA,
BIG DEAL LADY,
YOU WORK FOR MARIO,
DOESN'T MAKE YOU ANY SUPERIOR,
YOU'RE JUST A 50 YEAR OLD WOMAN SITTING BEHIND A DESK,
CHILL OUT AND BE NICE.
But hell, I'm in HCJC,
can't be rude to "staff" peeps.
Found my way, blah blah.

Frisbee seems to have this lousy coach.
It's not an official CCA.
The portfolio promises a load of "Participation".
But I'm still joining. :D
Thinking about a 1st CCA.
Any recommendations?

Ate a heavy dinner at Lei Garden.
Their food never fails to get my compliments.
Need to burn off the calories tomorrow.

I'm still coughing but the sore throat is gone.
Darn tired due to the medicine.

Till then...

a love never before

2009-02-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

Haha GP was fun today! ;)
Did an essay on Sci&Tech.
Which I kinda did before but forgot.
So it was rather challenging to do it.
Wrote damn little.
Came home and found the exact same essay,
written by my bro.
Win liao. :D

Here's a quote from my GP tutor:
"GP is a very boring subject. The only fun part is this..."
*Walks to a nearby person*
"Hey how much did you get for your paper?"
"Oh, an A-..cool..."
*Smiles and put the paper on the table*
"Haha, an A."
"The best part of GP is when you get good grades and boast to your friends."

'Nuff said,
I'm getting As for everything. :X

Econs is rather cheem,
but it's interesting,
so I'm determined to get it right.

Math is fun,
but hard.
Ditto Econs.

I still hate Physics,
but I found the motivation to finish the practical assignment just now.
Awesome!

Chemistry is fun,
mole concept and stuff.
Still trying to grasp the way they phrase the question.
If you don't understand the question,
you can't solve the problem can you? =/

I can already feel my As....:P

the ULTIMATE frisbee

2009-02-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

Don't know what to blog.
Damn tired.
Got a sore throat for unknown reasons.
It just suddenly got painful. =.=
My hamstrings are aching like mad.
Stupid 2 rounds of running after 8months of loafing around.

Frisbee was damn fun.
For now.

I officially hate Physics.

That's all for now.

First day of official school

2009-02-16T18:43:00.004+08:00

Super exhausting.

Morning, PT.
Talked crap.
I'm now PW rep and CIP rep. =(

Then PE.
Took height and weight.
I GREW 1CM. :D
Maintained at 68kg. :(
It should drop, if I maintain my diet plan. :X
My school pants feel loose now. :P
Ran 2 rounds of the mass run route.
Damn tired.
Did 12 pullups. (last one didn't really count, I kicked)
Realised my standing broad jump deproved.
Used to do 23xcm.
Now I only do 223cm.
FUG.
Need to train liao.

Lectures were fun.
Econs tutorial was stupid.
My tutor BANNED me from doing tutorials,
and insisted we play a game. WTF?
Mr Kelvin Tan. ;)
Physics lab sucked.
It was damn stuffy and hot.
I didn't really know what to do also.
Forget the format for SPA. =.=

Interact interview was freaky.
The people joining are all nerds and CIP sadists.
The interviewers expect you to give up your studies in circumstances like having big projects, to show that you're fully committed to the club.
Please don't recruit me,
I'd quit anyway.

Got Math Tutorials to finish.
And a 3.5hour tution marathon in 20minutes.
Life does not treat me well.
Yet.

let the fun begin

2009-02-15T12:44:00.001+08:00

Mugging mood. Set.
Workout schedule. Set.
Tuition schedule. Half set.
Music playlists. Set.

What else can I say?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

2009-02-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Don't be fooled by my very fluffy and filled-with-excitement title.
I'm not.
I could care less about valentine's day.
Not like I have an obligation on this day anyway.

Things I did today?
1. Copied over my workings for NYGH 2007 Paper 1.
Halfway through Paper 2.
2. Slept for 2hours.
3. Went for a housewarming party just now.
Ate 3 plates of curry and chicken and mutton and rice.
Plus a plate of kuey and 2 small bowls of red bean soup.
I ate back all the lunch I skipped for the past 2 weeks. =.=
Sorry Accendo '09,
I probably ate a month's worth of what the little kids you guys are helping eat.
Then again, TzeHan takes a taxi around.
And deleted my wall post so as not to affect publicity. :X
I shall explode tomorrow.
Sprinting. :D

What else was I gonna say?
Oh...
Ahh...
That...
Hmm...
What?!
Damn!

Nothing!

TIME OF OUR LIVES

2009-02-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

The high tide is finally over,
it's time to go back to school.
2 weeks of tiring but fun-filled week.
Snap snap over.
I'm totally still in orientation mood though.

I really enjoyed tonight.
It was a great night.
The performances were awesome.
The campfire was pretty.
The flying Rev-It-Up sign was holy-shit cool.
I thought I took a video of it,
but realised I never pressed the record button. T.T
Anyone with the vid send me please thanks.

There were a few regrets though.

There was a conspiracy against Athena.
Our flag was super cool and cute and well made.
It was so neat and nice that it looked like it was printed.
On the other hand,
Artemis' flag was a bloody wolf with a head that looks like a dog's.
What was the result?
Artemis got 2nd.
We got 4th.
They even beat Ares which had a super majestic dragon.
WHERE IS THE LOGIC?
Apollo deserved their win,
but Athena obviously wasn't the worst.
The judges will choke on fishballs some day.
I know it.

I'm a mean guy.
But I'm damn disgusted.
By this certain person.
Some people should know what I'm talking about.

I was interviewed about the mass dances.
I talked so much bullshit I think they're just gonna delete my scene.
I also said that I would've danced with a person not from my fac.
When my head was thinking about "not my CT".
My mouth thinks faster than my brain. =.=
Oh well.

I really hope I can relive this moment again.
Maybe with my juniors next year. ;)
I should focus on my CCA and Studies now.
I'm sure it'll be fun too!

Tomorrow's valentines' day.
I have so many people dying to go out with me,
I've decided not to go out at all.
.
.
I'm a shameless liar.
I'm gonna spend it with my tuition teacher.
Maybe out to dinner with my dad's friend too. =.=
Old people again. T.T
Super Special Awesome!

WAR ! ! ! !

2009-02-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

Athena lost.
Argh.
At least I managed to chiong into Apollo's base twice,
despite the crazy girls screaming and tugging at you.
Though I missed...
I didn't really cared about defence,
the guys rushing in were so fierce they just jump and land on your feet.
Your BARE feet in sandals. =.=

Some minor improvements.
I lost 1 kg.
Definitely not muscles. I hope.
'Cuz...
I just broke my record and did 11 pull ups today.
Aiming for 15 by napfa. ;)
I improved my bicep curls to 13.2kg.
Although I can only do 8 times in a set,
instead of the previous 10 times of 11.6kg.

My left knee is screwed again.
I can barely squat without feeling any restriction and pain.
Every squat kills me.
Shit.
Have to endure until Napfa is over.
Hope it doesn't get too serious till it becomes like the last time where I have to walk on clutches. =.=

Err what else.
Oh.
I'm a bad person.
So bad.
So very bad.
But I will become a better man.

Umm,
I'm extremely exhausted everyday.
Gotta go. Ciao.

ATHENA! Ahoot Ahoot!

2009-02-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

Like I thought,
after the first day of super zi-high athena cheering.
Other facs followed suit,
hoping to outdo us.

Then again,
You may Outplay us,
but you cannot Outlast us.

Besides,
we've been cheering at least once every 5 minutes for the whole day.
That's probably more than 30 times.

Like YB said,
Athena might just be an empty vessel that makes the most noise.
I'm rather worried about that too.

Then again,
I'm inside.
;)

Athena is really a fun fac.
Maybe the others are too.
But they're not green!
They don't give freebies either. I think. :P

I hate flies...

the world is colourful

2009-02-09T22:58:00.003+08:00

The world has so many types of people.

Bitches.

Disgusting ogres.

Sluts.

Incorrigibly incompetent yet self-proclaimed.

The list goes on.

But.

I will become a different man.

I shall be oblivious to such puny distractions.

:D

I think my CT is nice.

Athena rocks.
God of War, Wisdom, Justice, + + +.
God of everything.
We win it all. ;)
Give it up people.

"We're here to PWN SOME NOOBS.
Bow to the 1337 King YOOOO." - Athene Best Paladin in the world.

I'm a jerk and I'm crazy.

the world is crazy

2009-02-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

104 people in one CT.
:D

My training is paying off,
very slowly.
:D

Blogging is becoming such a chore I want to close it!
:D

WTF IS GOING ON?!?!?!
:DDDDD

eye-opener

2009-02-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hi, it's orientation day 2.
Things are getting sort of better I suppose.

There's a few things.
Some people can be so very rude, childish, loud and insensitive,
it's so depressing.
But then again,
it's no fun without people like that and the world would be dull.

Games were quite boring.
First game,
Eagle-Chicken-Egg.
My reaction was slow,
besides I had no space to stand in the front row,
so I'm basically super safe.
Then it came to death-match,
I foolishly volunteered.
Got into deep shit and lost.
Second game,
I think was CAPture.
I didn't really participate.
Draw.
Third game,
Baseball?
For some reason I'm always one of the first,
didn't know what to do,
tried not my best but so-so,
and lost. :D
But my group got pros so it became 7-6.
Then it became rough,
and the game i/c s declared it a draw. =.=
Fourth game,
Quidditch.
Basically frisbee.
I did some interceptions,
nothing more nothing less.
Lost. =.=
Fifth game,
tied-leg soccer?
The game which I suck at.
I somewhat almost made my OG lose.
I'm a lousy defender in soccer, end of story.
Then again, we had pros, so we won 3-2.
Congrats.

Day ended and we got our orientation packs and stuff.
I hope my XL shirt was not too big.
I had the impression L shirts aren't exactly big shirts so...
Didn't really talk much as well today.
I might be losing my voice.
Tomorrow, hopefully...
will be better...
OG dinner tomorrow, thurs and friday. =.=

monkey bars kill

2009-02-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Rev-it-up orientation Day 1.
Icebreakers were super boring.
Not to mention it barely broke down any ice.
The forfeits weren't even creative/fun.
Good thing I wasn't forfeitted.
Too smart. ;D
The trick to the wind-blowing game,
is just to swap seats with the person next to you.
It's possible 90% of the time.
But oh well, OGL caught too many of us doing it and banned it.

My left hand got screwed again.
I had blood waiting to explode out of my blisters.
Used the nail clippers to burst the bubble just now.
Now it's all red.
I guess I shouldn't do anything concerning bars for the time being.

I'm so darn tired.
I think we're gonna get wet during OG games tomorrow.
Sigh.
I should get some rest...

another day passes before the dawn of orientation which frightens me and this title is getting so long I wonder how it'll turn out when I view my blog

2009-02-01T14:26:00.004+08:00

Today is not a good day.
My diet plan fails again.
Was supposed to wake up and run.
But I slept at 3am, so you know what happens.
Going out for dinner AGAIN for the 3rd day.
Chinese food. Bleh.
At least I've found the motivation to do a set of bicep curls every time I bathe.
Which is like 2 sets per day. =.=
Better than nothing though.

Played soccer and got wasted.
ONLINE ONE BTW. =.=

Just bathed and realised how silky and wonderful my hair is.
Not that it wasn't before,
it was just MORE than before.
Now I really fear haircuts.
I shall solemnly warn the hairstylist later not to touch sensitive areas.
That sounded wrong but I think it relays the message. :D

Going to church in...
10minutes! :D
I'm actually going to collect more anime,
from my cousin and kaleb.
Need all the entertainment I can get during orientation.

Destroyed.

2009-01-31T12:24:00.006+08:00

Edwin just passed me the orientation timetable.
For the next 2 weeks,
school will end at around 6pm.
Say bye to all my tuitions.
For the first time,
I want my tuitions.
What the hell,
6pm is the peak hour.
I'm going to reach home at 7.30/8pm DAILY.
Then I'll be like a zombie for the rest of the night.
The cycle repeats itself.
Not to mention the water games...
I'd like to bring a showercap to protect my hair,
but then I'll look like a clown.
I'm still considering... =/

10minutes ago,
my mom intercom-ed me using speaker,
as usual,
I said "WUT???" rather loudly,
pissing her off.
Couldn't be bothered, so I just turned on my song and ignored.
Grats.

My aunt bought pizza.
I ate 2 slices.
Thats prolly 800 calories already.
I'm skipping lunch I don't care.
My diet plan shall not fail.
Not when I just boasted to YB I have a mental fortitude as hard as diamond. :X

I don't feel like cutting my hair.
I have a feeling the hairstylist will screw up my hair.
It's always like this...
Once they touch my unbearably silky long hair,
they can't stop snipping at it.
Like I pay them to make me look ugly... =.=

I'm always exhausted,
damn it.
But I don't feel like sleeping.
Yet I got nothing better to do.
Except transferring my workings from my scrapbook to foolscap paper for the NYGH papers.
Or playing online soccer with Edwin. =.=
BAHH, I want school to start so I can start mugging.
My tuition nowadays lack a direction,
it's just random revision and shit.

I am destroyed...
____________________________________

Thanks, my orientation group sucks.

I am fucked up.
For real.

I take back my words,
after thinking through,
I should see how its like before judging.

BYE.

Edwin's birthday!

2009-01-29T18:18:00.002+08:00

Today was rather fun.

Couldn't wake up in the morning.
Supposed to wake up at 5.15 but ended up waking at 5.30.

Normal boring school stuff.
All lectures were dumped on today.
Tomorrow is a holiday. Oh man I love the sound of that!
Didn't want to eat during break 'cuz most of us ate breakfast already,
moreover,
THERE WAS NO RAMLY BURGER! >:(
Went to the obstacle course again.
Usual lame stuff.
Edwin and LiangTiong played PSP in the shade. =.=
Failed to bond Edwin.

After school,
went to Plaza Sing.
Unusually today,
there was like 12 of us.
Edwin's real popular huh. ;)
Ate at Carles' Jr. again.
They were like mixing all the drinks then asking YB to tell what are the ingredients.
The game eventually evolved to adding pepper and salt to the drinks.
Sang edwin his birthday song.
Attracted quite some attention. @,@
Great fun.
Caleb and LiangTiong left us.
Went to watch Bride Wars.
Cute show, some funny parts, but a rather boring plot.
Our group walked around and did some window shopping for like 40minutes.

Now I'm home and I'm tired.
Tuition is really getting on my nerves...

TADAIIMA!(?)

2009-01-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

I hope that was the correct way of saying "I'm back" in Jap.
Err penang was great.
I had fun.

A few things to highlight and I'm done.
Got so much to catch up on.
Day 1,
the aeroplane was right above the tracks for landing,
the staff were still walking around,
only did the announcement come to ask them to sit down.
The plane touched down with the staff off-balance.
Congratulations MALAYSIAN Airlines!

Didn't manage to eat a lot of hawker food.
All closed during CNY. :(
Malay stalls are obviously not as good. =.=

Visited quite some friends and relatives.
Participated in lots of interesting conversations,
got me thinking about University.

I played soccer on my phone 40% of the time.
I drowned myself in Hillsongs. :D

I ate green chilli and tears were on the brim of gushing out like a waterfall.
It was embarrassing.
A firecracker exploded in my hands;
I'm now half-deaf and hoping for my hearing to return.
It's not a joke. T.T
I'm damn scared. I hope it's nothing serious. =/

So much to catch up on.
Bye.

Chinese New Year Celebrations!

2009-01-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

CNYC is over!
A lot of things happened today.
I shall start from the start.

7.10am, reach HS terraces.
I sang the Singapore Anthem and said the pledge.
For fun.
Anyway, in the first place,
we were gathered there for that one and only reason,
therefore I did it,
as they say..."Don't waste mah!"
Went over to JC central plaza.
The performances suck, as expected.
Stoned for ages,
then started walking around the stalls.
The food sucked, as expected.
Walked rounds and rounds and finally got bored.
Here comes the obstacle course!
The high wall was fun to play with.
A group of us 4L-ers took a photo together on the wall.
Then the bad thing happened.
I "geh kiang" go skip 1 bar for monkey bars,
then swung too fast,
ripping the skin of my palm.
Not painful at all,
but it's a hassle.
I couldn't play anymore climbing stuff after that... :(
Around 10.40am was the Lou Hei.
It was damn fun.
I barely ate it, 'cuz LiangTiong was playing with it and made it dirty.
Fun part was when it was all quiet,
we started shouting as if we were mixing the stuff again,
when we're actually eating.
Everyone kept staring at us.
Attracted more attention when YeeNam diced the whole thing in the air.
The clean up was unattended by me,
but it was a real mess.
Had nothing better to do later on,
so a few of them decided to throw YeeNam.
Got the eyes of others again as well.

The large group of us parted,
leaving me, YB, Jansen, Ian, Johnny & Alan.
Went to Lot 1 to makan.
Mos burger was great,
reminded me of Japan. :D
Played abit of arcade,
arcades bore the hell out of me.
So the normal thing to do was to watch a movie.
Watched InkHeart.
Rather pleasant fairytale movie,
but I wanted to watch Bride Wars too.
Too bad, 1 movie per day! :X

So I followed Jansen and Johnny back to Woodlands after.
Wanted to get my Call Of Duty he promised me.
As well as those albums I begged him to download for me,
'cuz my own internet is slow beyond hope.
I quit DoTA,
so I just watched Jansen play with YB on Garena.
Quite fun,
but I'm glad...
I'm no longer tempted to play DoTA,
at all.
It got late and I went home.

Now I'm back here,
with loads of stuff to do.
Going off to Penang tomorrow afternoon.
Ughh,
I shall bring all my work over to do. Heh.

SEE YA.

Changeling

2009-01-21T16:20:00.003+08:00

School was boring as usual.
Forgot to bring my Chem lecture notes.
Good thing there was no check.
I took down notes anyway so I'm not guilty!
Physics lecture was real fun.
Filled with sarcasm and the I-don't-give-a-damn-about-Physics air.
I hope that continues. LOL.

Went out with the usual peeps.
Ate at Carles' Jr. or something.
Their burgers are huge.
According to YB it took me 17minutes to finish my burger.
Probably another 5 for my fries.
Watched Changeling.
Nice story,
but too draggy with excessive scenes.
It was supposed to be violent,
but it turned out to be super passive. IMO.
2 hour movie. Gosh.

Now I'm at home, tired.
I should rest.

Baccano!

2009-01-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Holy crap,
Baccano! was seriously F-ed up.
The story timeline is so jumbled up it's crazy.
I had to refer to Wiki and an anime blog just to get the order of events right.
It was filled with Gore and violence,
but it had a lot of humour in it too.
It was alright,
I wasn't very intrigued by it at first,
it took me till episode 8 to start getting interested.
I got so dragged into it,
I finished the series tonight from episode 7 - 13.
There's extra episodes from 14-16,
but I'll watch that another time.
Oh well, it was enjoyable nonetheless.

Today was boring,
I ponned ISYF (SMTP talk).
Hope attendance wasn't taken.
I'll be screwed if it was.

Bye.

First day of JC

2009-01-19T18:35:00.003+08:00

Officially a C1/J1 student!

The college section is SMALL.
There should be no problems to adapt.
A change of environment was refreshing.
Canteen food sucks.
I have personally confirmed the reason why JC people often come back to the High school side to feast.
Everyone got scolded today.
For making too much noise in the Auditorium.
As usual.
That happened on Founder's day last year too.
As usual too,
the guy scolding had grammatical problems,
but had a bloody loud voice,
so everyone could hear his mistakes. :D
He also happens to be a math teacher. =X
But he seems like a nice guy and all.
His (I think?) SMB message that is.

I got my new uniform.
I thought the shirt was pretty much the same,
so I got the pants instead.

Good thing I didn't eat Chicken rice in the canteen just now.
I'm having a better quality one at home later tonight.

Err, I got loads to do but I'm too lazy to move.
To think my legs are a little sore just from 20minutes of basketball.
Let's see,
Sec 4 math lecture notes to complete.
Chemistry to catch up on.
Cancel my chemistry tuition due to tomorrow's SMTP shit.
Get new stationery.
Finish up NYGH 2007/2008.
Resist CNY cookies.
Prepare for hardcore sianness for this remaining week.
Cut hair? :(

To my utmost horror,
it seems the hair length requirements in JC are similar to HS'.
And I thought we were liberated from military conditions once we set foot in JC.

As much as I want to,
I have nothing else to say.
Bye.

Malaysia. Very bad.

2009-01-18T18:38:00.002+08:00

Here's an age old topic to touch on.
I can't download a single thing today.
Something's wrong.
My pages load normally though,
at slower speeds.
I hate this.
If streamyx could materialize into an insect,
I would do what I did in Hainan Camp:
Use my muddy/wet/smelly shoes and smash the insides of it out again and again and again then let it rot out in the open air.

This shit happens when it's my last day of the holidays.
School opens for us tomorrow.
I dread waking up at 5.45am in the morning.
I haven't completed my NYGH papers yet,
though I doubt they'd cover that much in a day.
I haven't settled a lot of things like new stationery,
new uniform etc etc.
Sigh...
Didn't really watch much anime today.
My remaining animes are kinda dry and boring.
Kind of a good thing so I can break off this addiction easily.

Let's hope tomorrow is enjoyable enough.

Rental Magica

2009-01-17T23:12:00.005+08:00

Am I going crazy here?
I'm like trying to complete a dateline.
I just completed 24 episodes of Rental Magica.

It was a nice magic themed anime.
And I can't help but say, "I KNEW IT!".
The voice actor of the male lead Itsuki Iba is Jun Fukuyama.
The same actor for Lelouch in Code Geass.
I love his voice,
it's damn cool.
Maybe that kind of drew me into the show.
For some reason,
while Lelouch and Itsuki share the same voice actor,
they share similar traits too.
Lelouch had a right(?) eye which could mind control people.
Itsuki had a right eye which could read moves.
They both have two women in love with them.
They both happen to be useless on their own,
but have frightening commanding capabilities.
So bloody similar in everything. =.=''
I wonder if both shows are written by the same author.
Too lazy to find out. =/
It's a good anime anyway!

I'm so going to not get used to the start of school.
I also fear the coming of CNY cookies. @,@
Worst of all,
not being able to waste my life away watching anime anymore is so uncool!

Natsume Yuujinchou

2009-01-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

13 episodes complete.
Yet another great anime.
Basically about this guy who can see weird stuff.
I say weird stuff 'cuz there are monsters, human with masks and human-fox.
Long story,
but he builds relationships with them and helps them out.
I thought the ending was rather abrupt though.
The show would've been nicer probably if it was around 24 episodes.
As usual,
I hunted for its OST.
Not bad at all.

Went to Jansen's house to slack today.
Accompanied him to get his free luck draw phone which he sold for 400 SGD.
Ate at Macs and officially got sick of Big Macs.
Ate at Ajisen Ramen.
Good Ramen.

I'm eating too much. =.=

Sola

2009-01-15T14:16:00.003+08:00

Yet another anime complete.
This one's so sad but touching.
Great stuff! ;D

Roughly about night beings who can't go under the sun.
Somewhat like vampires,
but they're GOOD.
Seems like a romance story to me,
but it has a nice plot.
For more information,
please visit: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sola_(manga)

~~I shall go hunt for its songs. :D~~
Its OST rocks.
Completed my tuition homework with it.
Boosts my concentration. COOL. :X

I LOVE BREAD

2009-01-13T22:05:00.004+08:00

Not because I've been watching too much Yakitate.
But it did make me eat lots of bread.
Damn, the calories.

HOWEVER.
All that eating rekindled my love for bread.
I feel that Bread is the most wonderful food ever created!
Different bread can be made to fit almost any filling.
It's actually even better plain!
THE WORLD CANNOT DO WITHOUT BREAD.
It's like rice.
People always say "B" for boy.
I shall revolutionize that.
It's B for BREAD.
Absorb it guys, it's good.

Talk about food...
The packed dried scallops and dried shrimps my bro brought to Scotland.
GOT CONFISCATED.
I bet he's damn depressed about that.
LOL. :X

BANZAI FOR BREAD!!!

bee tree

2009-01-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

Got a B3 for chinese.
What else can I say?

Been re-watching Yakitate!! Japan.
Thought of something interesting.
Which seems like something I thought of before.
Since the show is about making bread,
which is called PAN in Japanese,
could that be the reason the show is filled with PUNs?
PAN -> PUN. :o
So instead of just making PAN,
they're making PUN too. :D
My my, my brain is filled with crap now.

Watched Transporter 3 today with a bunch of B3 peeps from 4L.
I think the female lead is a whore.
She also happens to be an airhead.
Notice I'm not using bimbo,
because bimbos are pretty.
She's not.
She could've just died so many times in the show,
and it would definitely have made the show more exciting.

Dewa mata.

Alone Day 1

2009-01-11T19:46:00.003+08:00

Now I'm all alone again,
my life has reverted back to 2008.
So my posts are going to be real short now.

Woke up at 1 pm today.
Went to church at 2.30pm.
Came back at 4.15pm.
Swam at the mini pool beside my house.
Bathed at 6pm.
Watched anime.

Downloaded 2 OSTs today.
Bamboo Blade's and ToLoveRu's.
Bamboo Blade's BGMs aren't that good,
but ToLoveRu's are.
All is good.
Collecting anime OSTs might become my new hobby. XD

Ijou!
(I think it means "That's all"..Somewhere there!)

Men! Dou! Kote!

2009-01-10T17:57:00.004+08:00

Bamboo Blade Complete!
In 1 night and 1 morning. :D
I think I completed this series the fastest amongst all those I've watched so far.
I found it really close to heart,
rather light-hearted,
and the plot was great.
Also educational really,
about life and KENDO! XD
Kendo really seems like an interesting sport after watching this.
Consists of very despicable people that are crushed,
and also kawaii kawaii lolicon heroine. ^^
The songs are pretty good too.
Downloaded the OP and ED.
Might put it on my Blog BGM soon.

Revised my previous post.
Since I completed my 11th series,
I re-wrote my numbers. :P

Anyway went to swim yesterday.
I swam slower than a snail in water.
It's like I start out half a lap ahead,
and my cousin+brother can still reach the end before me. =.=
I can't thread water either.
So swimming just 1 lap took most of me.
Not cut out for water sports huh...
We'll see,
I should start swimming more,
for my tan and for pride!
Actually I want to try learning Kendo,
but I doubt I'd have any time during JC.
Doubt HCJC has a Kendo Club anyway.
Thinking about how it's rather similar to Judo worries me too.
Not an easy sport. ;/

Ahh, my sis left for Cambodia today.
Glhf is all I can say. :)
My bro is leaving later back to Scotland.
Back to his mugging days,
along with a whole box of tidbits to help him in his times of stress.
My parents insist I see him off at the airport tonight.
Then we'd eat supper/dinner together. =(
Man that sounds really sian.
I'd feel super nostalgic and depressed tonight.
Thanks old people. =.=
Wish I could just stay at home and rot away before JC starts.
Bleh.

What else to do now...

Anime! (Re-revised on 18/1/09)

2009-01-08T12:35:00.016+08:00

As you all know,
I've been spending 10% of my life watching anime.
So I thought I'd recommend some to everyone. :)

FAVOURITES!
Yakitate!! Japan
Bamboo Blade
NHK ni Youkosou!
ToLoveRu
Macross Frontier
Code Geass Season 1 & 2
Ga-Rei Zero
Sola
Natsume Yuujinchou
Rental Magica
Daker than Black
Full Metal Panic! Season 1 & 2
Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu
Ouran High School Host Club
Akane Iro Ni Somaru Saka
Kurenai
Kannagi
Full Metal Panic! Fumoffu

So-so but still enjoyable
Naruto (Forever on-going)
Bleach (Forever on-going)
Death Note
Full Metal Alchemist
Zero no Tsukaima (3rd Season - Princess no Rondo)
Chaos Head
Lovely Complex
Kenko Zenrakei Suieibu Umisho
Soul Eater (On-going)
Tales of the Abyss (On-going)
Persona - trinity soul
Taoru Majutsu no Index (On-going)

Only when you have no life
Beyblade (Uncountable seasons)
Yugioh (2? seasons worth of 200+/- episodes)

To watch in near future
Clannad
Baccano!
Claymore
Ergo Proxy
Seirei no Moribito

There!
I think there are some I watched but forgotten the name.
Interested people do watch my favourites list. :D
How much I like it is in order from first to the last.
Might be biased 'cuz I tend to like those high school romance comedies.
They must also be well drawn,
not like those small small dwarf type shits.
Not to mention some of them have really good BGMs. <3<3
Go watch them! :)

-Updated till 18/1/09.

New start, as if.

2009-01-05T15:24:00.009+08:00

PERSONA 4. <3
Changed my MSN nick.
Finally. :D
Was thinking something like,
Kc my initials,
and Manuel my christian name,
at the same time some yummy McDonald's.
Therefore,
giving birth to McKanuels.
Just swap the M and K. =X
Too lazy to upload Japan pics.
My stupid brother is lazing around so much so not to do so as well.
I'm gonna just upload one to change my profile pic on FB. =X

Now everything has be set.
My tuition starts later 9pm.
Wtf right.
I don't even remember what learning is.
I don't want to.

Back on an anime binge.
I believe I'm quickly becoming an otaku under the influence of my cousin,
ho happens to be a self-proclaimed otaku,
and is very proud of it.
It's nothing wrong anyway.
Also indulging myself in the Persona 4 music album.
Good songs, love instrumentals!
My blog's BGM is one of my favourites.
Enjoy. ;)
Imeem killed me.
They add in so much stuff on the embedding,
like search and Ads,
I took 30mins cleaning them off while not affecting my blog layout.
Was never good in coding anyway.
Well, solving a puzzle was fun to me though. XD

Not forgetting I'm consuming large amounts of food,
and lazy to do exercise.
Probably gained another kg.
But I definitely did not gain it from Japan.
Just the good food I've been exposed to last week.
Bleah.

Ahh, the nostalgia huh...
Although I've more or less gotten over it,
that's because I'm numbing myself with anime,
the thought of tuition later is suffocating me.
I wonder if I can call in a delay... =(
NO TUITION PLEASE.
If I'm going to choose a worthless CCA next year and get loads of free time,
would I really be needing extra lessons? =/

Screw my house.
Screw everything.
Not awhile back,
a dead cat on the roof.
I had to bear with rotting scent for a whole week.
Imagine the bad gas I've inhaled.
Probably worth a lifetime for someone else.
Last night?
My study room,
ONLY,
was filled with burnt plastic smell.
Wasn't coming from my computer,
somewhere else unknown.
Although the smell's lesser,
there's still a faint scent my nose can pick up.
It feels like slow death to me.
But I can't be F-ed,
'cuz I hate 02 Jan 2009 - 18 Jan 2009.

Happy Birthday, to some others.

2009-01-02T10:30:00.003+08:00

Facebook tells me I got 2 other friends whose birthday is today.
Congratulations. :)

Last night was my sis' birthday celebration.
4 tables. 40 people. Chijmes - Lei Garden.
Good food, especially the Sharks Fin.
4 bottles of ice wine finished in 5minutes.
Damn.
Didn't see the bill.
Saw my lil cousins that have been MIA for decades.
Cute as ever,
but more corrupted than ever.
He asked me what a condom is.
Oh, he read that in a book.
He's 11 years old btw.
He also thinks that sex education is something dirty.
Oh god, what are kids learning nowadays...
Great night because it's an occasion everyone got together.

I officially got over Japan.
Although it's still quite depressing that my life is returning to normal.
I wonder if my brain that's left untouched for 2 months will still function.
I haven't done my NYGH papers,
not to mention I lost 2 of them.
Oh well,
looking forward to the end of 2009.
2010 should be a better year. :X
I might blog lesser next year.
I presume I'd have nothing much to blog other than mugging.
So...yup.

17 days remaining.
What should I do. =/

Happy New Year and Happy Birthday.

2009-01-01T10:53:00.004+08:00

Sigh,
on 12 midnight today the world officially turned 2009.
My sis turned 22.
I turned crazy.
Ate, ate and ate.
I also used the phrase CBF over 50 times yesterday.
Find out what that is yourself.

Okay, reflect.
I know I wanted to write about my past 4 years,
but that's kinda long,
and boring,
but it was a fun 4 years of high school surely.
I doubt JC would be any much different yet any much the same.
We'll see.
I've changed quite a bit over these 4 years,
I must say sec 2 was my turning point.
Basically joining HCI made me a different person.
I'm really glad.

So, New Year Resolutions.
1. Stick to my resolutions.
2. Mug like a machine so I'd get 6As for A levels.
(My bro said if I manage to do that,
he'd strip naked and dance around the maids. ;)
I have to promote first of course. =X )
3. Expand my social circle.
4. Build my stamina so Napfa will be a breeze.
5. Not fall sick at all for the whole year.
6. Eat less, eat healthy.
7. Do not procrastinate.
8. Be more proactive.
9. Be more inquisitive.
10. BE A MAN. :X

Good luck to me.
And everyone else!
Sucks to 2009. Cheers to 2008.
I'm feeling all nostalgic now. Hate it.
I feel it every year. The worst this year.
kthxbye.

WHY DID I LEAVE JAPAN?!?!?!

2008-12-30T18:57:00.003+08:00

Depressing as it is,
Japan is now behind me.
It was really great fun.
Out of these recent 3 years,
Japan is the most fun.
Followed by Europe and NZ.
I can't be bothered about the details,
but I'd like to write down a lot of stuff I love about Japan.

Food.
Mm, I love Japanese food.
Even though the tour package settled our meals,
so it wasn't very extravagant,
I couldn't get enough of it.
It's pretty simple,
yet very tasty.
Their rice is the best.
I can eat it plain.
Didn't eat much raw food,
more BBQ/teriyaki etc.
Finger food in Disneyland and Universal Studios Japan were good.
Tidbits are good and creative.
Love it.

Scenery.
Japan is basically a really clean country.
Unlike Singapore where the citizens just don't litter,
for obvious reasons like the very strict law enforcements,
the Japanese actually love their country to be clean on their own account.
For a country a few times denser than Malaysia,
to be THAT clean is amazing.
Neat country as well.
High tech.
Has culture and history as well.
Beautiful even when it's winter.
Trip up Mount Fuji in a bus was pretty lame.
We were up there for 10minutes,
took pictures,
froze to death,
bought hot corns,
went back to the bus.
Although it was fun screaming when the cold winds blew.
There was this China Asshole who was acting all big.
1. He cut our queue and still had to cheek to look at us like he was first.
2. He scolded the store holder when they didn't give him freshly grilled corn.
He was like barking, "Hey! It's fucking cold. I don't want this!" x 10
We were all like looking at him with the WTH-is-wrong-with-you face.
He continued until the seller gave him the corn,
then he said,
"Yes, that's better",
and left.
Like a dick. I mean he is one.

People.
This is the good part. :D
JAPANESE CHILDREN ARE DAMN CUTE.
I CAN LITERALLY HUG THEM AND CUDDLE THEM TO DEATH.
There was this girl,
we were like waving to her 'cuz she was so adorable,
but she was so shy she kept hiding.
Then her dad was looking at us so we backed off.
I wanted to take a picture so bad... :(
Another one was also a girl.
That one responded.
Ahhh I'm in love.
She kept blocking her eyes with her hand,
laughing very adorably,
then "running" away from us.
Although I said run,
it was so cute 'cuz she was so small.
Then her parents were very friendly also.
But we didn't dare take a picture still.
OMG, I officially want to have a Jap Child. LOL.
The teenagers sure dress up a lot.
Even for males, some have obviously trimmed eyebrows.
Females put up heavy make up.
But one thing that's good is they all dress up differently,
so it's really fun to see so many colours everywhere you go.
It was also fun to spot-the-nose-job-person.
So there you go, VANITY FTW.
That's why I go for the pure little kids! =D
Their old people are cute too.
Our bus driver looks fierce but he was a nice guy.

Shop/stores.
I don't know what you call them,
but their basically like stretches of roadside stalls,
but it's like in a tourist attraction areas and stuff.
The whole stretch is basically very repetitive,
sell about the same thing.
But good thing is they are all at the same price.
No negotiations,
no scamming,
no lousy/fake/stupid imitations,
or at least I didn't visit any places that has those...
Oh, they've got lots of vending machines.
You'd never die from dehydration as long as you've got money to spare.
I bought 2 pairs of shoes.
1 was black and lime green.
Something like my blog colour scheme.
So nice.
The other was Nike, just normal sports shoes for school.
At least I spent something this year. LOL.
My sis spent 66k yen on a burberry coat. =.=
I guess she has an annual quota she needs to hit every year. =/
I wanted to get a trenchcoat but looking at some costing up to 180k yen,
I figured I should get it next time instead,
since I don't really need it now.
Basically Japan stuff are expensive,
but I think it's value for money.

Tour.
Real great tour mates.
Had this family of 5 that my family was pretty close to.
Father Mother + 3 girls.
Basically I'm the quiet one so,
I just enter conversation and stone while my siblings do the talking.
Good peeps,
very friendly. ^^
Malaysians BTW. =)
Had a group of malays,
but pleasant ones...
Not like irritating malays could afford on a overseas trip anyway.
Only cultured ones can.
Sorry for being so crude, I hate lousy malays.
Some other people which I didn't really care about.
But all nice people. :P
I love my tour guide.
He was really funny.
My bro and sis really had a lot of fun teasing him.
Of course he teased back.
He makes a lot of senseless statements,
but of course he also has very funny jokes.
Very detailed with his instructions,
obviously experienced in his area of guide.
He's a Singaporean but lived in Japan for over 10years,
has a Jap wife. XD
Obviously hates Singapore law.
Short but still egoistic and narcissistic.
Great guy!

Accomodation.
Hotels were practically the same throughout.
Good, but not the best.
Unlike normal tours which give the lousiest to the best on the last day.
This time we got basically the same thing all the way.
Love their breakfast.
Every hotel has the automated toilet seat.
It was fun trying it out.
But the shot of water basically misses your anus,
maybe you have to sit more inside.
I love hotels as long as it's good so...who cares what I say?

Random stuff.
I sent 8 people Merry Christmas, Eve message before I left for Japan.
Only Edwin and Bertram replied. >=(
I tried out different expressions for photo-taking.
Looks like it turned out great.
Unlike past years where I just had one face for every photo.
It's fun to have whacky poses and retarded face expressions.
Adds life to the pictures.
Sorry I just found out now. =.=
I think Spiderman and Hollywood Dream rides are super fun.
Disneyland was boring and too kiddy.
I had light rashes which itched me to death on the 3rd day onwards.
I hate getting wet in rides, but it's still fun.
I had free internet on one night.
But everything was in Japanese so it was quite hard to navigate.
Their keyboard was different too.
I forgot to bring the charger and though I was going to die,
'cuz I just filled my phone with songs and if I ran out of batt I would cry.
Lucky my dad's worked for mine as well. YAHOO!
I really hate plane food,
makes me feel like puking with that certain smell it always comes with.
BUT, today on our return trip from OSAKA,
the plane food was so good I koped my mom's soba.
Why? IT'S JAPANESE FOOD.
Mmm, teriyaki beef, cold soba, green tea icecream.
Watched so many junk movies I almost died.

So on the whole,
I really loved the trip.
I would like to visit Japan again if possible.
Even happier if I could turn back time and replay this whole trip.
Would like to be in the trip with the same cool peeps again!
There were some regrets I would like to correct.
Like missing the Waterworld in USJ due to poor time management.
Didn't take much pictures on the last day.
Sigh, come again Japan!

SO. VERY. DEPRESSED. THAT. I'M. BACK. IN. MY. STUDY. ROOM. TYPING. HOW. MUCH. I. MISS. JAPAN. DAMN...

JAPAN

2008-12-24T16:00:00.002+08:00

Off to Japan tonight at 7.30pm.
I mean from my house.
Probabaly flying off at night or something.

Sure am excited.
Hope I don't gain too much calories from there.
I gained a kg from Melbourne. :(

I'm gonna miss nothing!
BYE BYE.

splendid usage of time

2008-12-22T18:28:00.002+08:00

My brother is back from Scotland.
Fetched him this morning at 7am.
Woke up at 5am of course. =.=

Spent the rest of my afternoon doing this:
Eat.
Watch my cousin play Persona 4 on PS2.
Eat.
Ditto no. 2.
Eat.
Ditto no. 4.
Loop.

My parents bought these leg weights for me.
By right for my physiotherapy,
but I can't give shit about sitting down and lifting my legs like a tard.
I wore them and ran.
It killed me.
I made it to 5mins,
really hated the feeling although I might've been able to go for another 5,
stopped,
took them off,
ran another 10mins.
Went to cycle.
Did pull ups,
glad I could still do 8.
Could only do 4 for the bicep pull up though.

Just bathed and ready for more PS2.
My bro is still as gay as ever.
:D

the beginning of the end

2008-12-21T14:22:00.004+08:00

Coming home today dawned upon me that...
The holidays are so close to ending.
I feel damn shitty now.
So nostalgic.
So depressed.
I want to go back to melbourne.
The nice download speeds,
the carpetted floors,
constant availability of snacks to eat,
lazing around watching tonnes of anime.
All these would be gone in another 3/4 month's time.
I don't even want to continue...

Sigh, I should go weights on Monday/Tuesday.
Need to burn off some excess fat before I set foot in Japan.
Probably my last happy moments of the year.
I wouldn't be able to wish anyone Merry Xmas on MSN,
'cuz I'll be in Japan.
*Set auto-bot to send "Merry Christmas" message to all online friends on 25/12/08*

I feel super shitty now.
Reached home this morning at 5am.
Slept till now.
My bed is more comfy than ever,
but I really miss the sofa bed back in melbourne haha.

I dreamt about me being a puppeteer,
and I managed to control human like puppets,
to do acrobatics.
Then I got found out and got screwed.
Something like that. =.=
I'd like to categorize that as a bad dream.
Ahhh this is not good...

Can I cry now? :'(

yesterday

2008-12-20T09:19:00.005+08:00

Didn't blog about yesterday 'cuz I was too depressed.
I burnt my tongue first thing in the morning,
by HOT chocolate.
All my following meals were nothing but suffering.

Actually the only thing I enjoyed yesterday,
was Strawberry picking.
Basically pay to go into a strawberry farm,
and pick your own strawberries.
You're charged according to the kilos the amount you pick.
It was fun picking only the reddest, biggest strawberries.

The rest were just pretty much sight-seeing.
The 12 apostles wasn't really that magnificent.
Just leftover rocks resulting from constant erosion of the waves.
But the ocean was real blue and nice.
The "bridge" was really cool too.
I wonder how erosion managed to create a model of rock that was exactly like a bridge?
I'm not sure, maybe they built it and it eroded till only 1/3 of it was left?
Oh well.
The fish n chips were nice. Lol.

Went to the beach.
Played with sand. =.=
I rarely go to the beach you know...
Anyway the hardened sand fascinated me.
I kinda found a piece of sand,
yea a piece.
Hard to describe, will post pics of it next time. ^^

They actually wanted to bring me to OUTSIDE the casino.
I'm under 18 so...
To eat and stuff, but I declined,
'cuz I was in a really bad mood.
Stayed at home watching "Darker than Black" the whole night.
I finally completed it today, 26episodes. Hehe.
I hate sad endings... :(

About 12 hours more before I depart from Melbourne.
Man...why back to Malaysia so soon?!
My beloved download speeds... T.T

Bye...

VAH FAN KOO LOH ! ! ! ! !

2008-12-18T20:59:00.003+08:00

Italian sure has weird pronounciations.
Anyway I was only interested in the vulgarities.
Sorry! :D

I like Jay Chou's new album, something to do with magic?
Okay whatever, Hua2 Hai3 rawks.

Went to Rock Climb today.
Fun, I could climb quite a few,
except those impossible ones.
My cousin is gay, he can climb with those ultra small stones.
As small as the size of 2 fingers.
So long since I've come into contact with a wall with screwed stones. Hehe.
Refreshing!

Watched Wicked just now.
3 hour musical.
Naise.
But my neck was kinda stiff from all that.
Apparently there was this couple infront of my uncle,
acting all lovey-dovey,
then the woman was lying on the guy's shoulders and stuff,
and guess what, 2 heads make a man blind.
My uncle had a hard time watching the play, so..pissed off my aunt.
But oh well, what to do.
Anyway, I'm not a musical person,
once in awhile is nice,
but to tell me to go crazy over one is just not my cup of tea.
By the way, their cornetto icecream was 4aussie bucks = 4sgd. =.=

I'm still zooming through lots of anime.

Hohoho, going "Great Ocean Road" tomorrow.
I might be in for some real good scenery watching.
SEE YA!

God / Extremely-Potent Prune Juice?!

2008-12-14T17:32:00.003+08:00

This is embarassing,
but I feel I have the need to write this down.
It's been a week since I have this constipation problems.
I've been taking dangerous drinks that has laxative effects,
and 2 days ago I drank tonnes of prune juice.

The doctors barley have any prescription for my issues,
all they said was that I didn't move about much,
I should stop gaming.
I never listened,
until it got pretty serious.
I was in the toilet that night,
in agony,
I cried to God and promised him I'd give up dota-ing,
if he would let me relief myself.
At that second itself,
it all came out.
Shocked and in joy I really just praised the lord.
Told my family and obviously they believed me.

Although I still have problems now,
probably cause my intestines are weak,
but I'm still praying,
still taking potent drinks,
and I just managed to relief again today.

Maybe something as foolish/mediocre as this could be a testimony to someone out there.
Thus I'm writing this.
Thank God. Really.
His grace knows no bounds.

That aside, I'm having a great time here in Melbourne.
Eating and eating. XD
Love the weather, although it's been rainy,
I love it as long as it's cold and windy!
Download speeds here can reach 175kbps,
man this is great.
I hope I don't go back to Malaysia too soon! :D

Talk another time, bye!

reporting for duty!

2008-12-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

I'm safe and sound in Melbourne now. :)

I didn't sleep for 29hours on the day before I left.
Almost died.

Watched 3 movies on the 6hour flight.
Wanted. Hellboy. Hellboy II.
They rocked.
Hellboy is really nice.
Funny and action packed and the female lead is chio. o.o

Been a fun day.
Loaded a tonne of anime from my cousin.

A spree coming right up!

off to aus

2008-12-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

Leaving house at 8pm tonight.
Man I think I'm constipated.
I hope I don't get into trouble on the plane. =.=

I heard there's a gym somewhere near my sis' apartment.
I shall go there daily.
YES!
Love the sound of that.

Bringing along my laptop.
For obvious reasons.

Hmm, nothing else.
I doubt I'll miss anyone/anything back here.
So no touching farewell stuff today!

Bye!
Wish me luck that my plane doesn't crash or the terrorists fail to board. :)
Although, God already have me covered. :D

never been sicker

2008-12-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I fell so sick.
It's crazy.
Good thing everything's coming back to normal.
Thank God.
But, I still feel like puking for unknown reasons.

Really hope I can recover by Wednesday.
Flying off on Thursday,
don't want that to be a miserable start.

It's always like that,
I don't fall sick easily,
but when I do,
it's one fell swoop and bam,
I'm a zombie.
Maybe that ulcer was a warning,
but I thought it was nothing. =(

Worse still,
I hate it when the nightmares strike.
Argh.

good times, or not...

2008-12-07T17:02:00.004+08:00

A miracle!
Download speeds breaking 40kbps since 1 year ago!
Maybe it's because there were more seeds so...
But I'm shocked in delight!

Ate Japanese food for lunch.
Eating Italian for dinner.
Holy crap I'm gonnna explode for real.

I used Qing Tian's chords and played another tune.
Genius. ^^

There was no Jacky Wu yesterday.
So I watched "Supersize Me" again.
I really love that documentary/movie.
Watched it 3 times.
Very well organized information and funny commentary.

I forgot what I wanted to say.

Till when I remember! Bye.

Now I remember.
I wanted to say how my ulcer miraculously went away by itself.
It silently came and was gone in 3 days.
It didn't even hurt like I expected.
________________________________________

08 Dec 2008

I thought my body is stronger.
But maybe I'm wrong...
Fell sick just now at 7pm.
Had a massive headache,
sore throat,
and shivering cold.
Doc says I'm playing too much games without enough sleep.
Damn...I hate this when it happens.

work = field trip?

2008-12-04T18:19:00.004+08:00

Work my ass.
These 2 days was basically more like a field trip.
Visited the factory,
which was with the office.
Followed my dad's friend,
also known as Uncle XX to me.
Basically followed him around the factory,
learned a lot of things.
About almost anything,
from business to human relations to science to random stuff.
It was really fun and interesting.
I also kinda had some hands on to type out PO (Purchase Order) sheets.
But that was only like 15minutes. =.=
There's a lot of procedures revolving business,
it's a nightmare,
but I think once you get the hang of it,
it can be FUN. Serious.
I even went out with the group of colleagues to eat during lunch.
I met the curry to my liking, rocks man.
I ate so much of it with rice that I was going to explode.
AND IT'S FOC. for me that is.

SAD, I can't go anymore 'cuz that uncle's busy.
I might go again on Tuesday,
but I'm not sure.
Leaving for Melbourne next thursday.
SHUANG.
I can't wait to break away from this monotonous lifestyle. :D

that's a rather interesting view

2008-12-02T16:46:00.002+08:00

This is what I heard during guitar lesson today.
"Have anyone told you, you are a winner?"
"Err no, why?"
"Did you learn Bio?"
"Err no..."
"Okay nevermind."
"During reproduction, the man send billions of sperms,"
"Billions you know,"
"and YOU are the one out of a billion that swam FIRST"
"Therefore, you were already a Champion in the beginning of your life!"
:o
SO, I was the sperm that trashed the other 999million+ sperms. =.=
Rather crude way to put it, but this is supposed to encourage positive thinking.

Another one.
"Nike had 2 employees"
"They sent employee A to Africa"
"Employee A came back disappointed, saying Africans didn't wear shoes."
"Then they sent employee B to Africa"
"Employee B came back all excited and happy"
"Why?"
"Because he said Africans didn't wear shoes! We can sell them shoes and earn big bucks!"
:o
Yet again it's supposed to prove positive thinking helps.
But...can africans even afford a Nike Shoe in the first place? =.=
Okay, I'm a jerk.

Well that's all.
Wonder how tomorrow's going to be like...

On a random note,
is it possible to breathe in from your nose,
then breathe out from your mouth at the same time?
Maybe like redirecting the air you inhale out through your mouth or something.
=D
Who knows, there might be retarded idiots who tried to do this.
I couldn't.

need..spice...urgh..

2008-12-01T15:01:00.005+08:00

I want to watch Four Christmases!

I want to eat Jap Food.

My hands can't grip weights without feeling sharp pain.

I need my beauty sleep.

~~Should I go to work?~~
Apparently I'm going on Wednesday, but just to slack around and listen to old men talk so I can learn something that I am totally going to ignore and chuck it in the depths of my mind thereby not recalling a single thing that happens in the near future.

Somebody save me......

300

2008-11-30T11:12:00.004+08:00

Happy 300th post!

Yesterday was rather juicy.
Went to CWP in the morning to meet Jansen,
then went to macs to takeaway,
then bought my dumbells.
Supposedly 10kg each for 2 dumbells.
129 SGD. Madness.
Tried them last night,
didn't feel like 10kg...
MAYBE, I grew stronger! =X
But I'm aching (a little) from 8 pull ups. =.=

Then went to Jansen's house to slack.
MacGriddles suck, seriously.
Maple syrup covers the taste of the whole thing.
I can't taste the cheese nor the sausage pan or whatever.
Anyway, played DotA and watched some FMP.
Oh yea, he attempted to draw his own blogskin.
I don't get it,
I just kope it from some blogskin website and say it's mine.
Isn't that so much simpler and shameless?
Just the way I like it...

Slacked till 6 before I took off to my Aunt's house.
Went there to bathe and prepare for the BBQ party later.
Listen carefully...
It was my Aunt's Uncle's Daughter's Daughter's Birthday. :)
The food was amazing considering it was homecooked.
The magic show was pathetic and for kids as expected.
There was even hit-the-pinata-violently-'cuz-it's-freaking-solid game.
It took a lot of crazy smashing and tearing before we managed to open the bloody horsey shit.
Later my cousin dragged me upstairs to play table soccer.
You win some, you lose some.
But I'd prefer, you win everything!
Nah joking.
BUT, important thing is, I DID WIN.

The day ended with me stuck in a causeway jam back to JB. =(

Today shall be a better day!
Church later.
Maybe I'd do some cycling as physiotherapy for my left leg. =.=
I sent out around 25 friend requests on FB today.
Cycled, played bball and did pull ups.
Feel totally wasted now...

the life i desire

2008-11-28T16:33:00.003+08:00

This is the life man.
I'm enjoying every single minute of it.

Currently listening to "Everything".
It's really a nice HOLIDAY music for me.
Just feels totally relaxed while listening to it.

Then I'd DotA when I'm bored.
After DotA I'd play my guitar.
I remember how to play Qing Tian already.
A lot of strumming,
but I just love the guitar opening.

I'm all alone, in my study room,
with cooling air-con,
in my super informal wear.
*I'm not half naked or anything*
But it's comfortable.
Just slacking and doing almost nothing significant.

This. Is what I've been waiting since the start of this year.
I'd probably not be able to do this again for the next 2 years.
SO, the clock is ticking!
Precious moments do not last. ;o

Well.
I've cut my hair.
I look like a China Scammer.
I told the hair stylist to cut my sides and my tail,
'cuz they were too irritatingly long.
Foolish of me not to remind him my fringe is PRICELESS.
Obviously, he went to trim it.
Slut.
Nevermind, it'll grow back in time for next year. ;)

I finished watching ReapeR.
In 2 days.
18 episodes.
40min each.
It rocks.
Since it came from me, you bet it really rocks.
Saw it on TC's blog,
so I thought, why not?
Got hooked after that. XD
I want season 2!

I should go sweat later.
2 weeks of no exercise is killing me with guilt.
I'm thinking of getting dumbells and bar weights at home.
So I can do them EVERYDAY.
I'm nuts, but I'm desperate.
A desperate man is a hungry man.
I know that had no link, but it definitely exists.

I just squashed a big bad bug crawling around my books.
Oh yea...the satisfaction.
Today couldn't be better.

Bye. :D

wow o.o

2008-11-26T13:54:00.003+08:00

I just realised I only have 60+ friends on FB.
LOL.
I really need to start finding people I know and add them.
So far it's all been people adding me. =.=
Argh lazy.
Hmm, but even if I managed to find everyone it's gonna be just 100.
My circle of friends is that SMALL. @,@
Damn.
Nevermind, I'm sure it will increase when I go to JC and so on. >:P

I'm addicted to "Everything" again.
Cute song.
Really brightens my day hehe.

I need to cut my hair argh...
Bloody irritating.

urghh

2008-11-24T18:27:00.003+08:00

Bloody Pissed.
Failed to do weights today.

I set off from home at about 11.20.
Reached SG at about 11.50.
Then realized...
I DIDN'T BRING MY SHOES.
Weights room banned slippers,
so I turned back.
Later heard from YB there was no guard dogs in the room,
so I could've went in anyway.
IF ONLY I CALLED YB EARLIER.
BUT. I didn't charge my phone before going to Penang.
It was flat.
Friggin' frustrated.
Partly my fault, but my maids didn't do their job.
A regular event.
I go to school for weights,
they put the shoe in the car.
THEY TOTALLY FORGOT.
Even dared to say they already put in when I called back to ask.
=.= Some guts and brains.

Sigh there goes my only time for achieving something useful.

Tomorrow's my guitar session.
First in a long long time.
Hope I remember how to play it. =/

Might start swimming too. @,@

I'm over-eating.

That's it I guess...

back

2008-11-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hurray, I'm finally free from temptations.
Actually this trip wasn't that foody,
'cuz I demanded to stay in the hotel all day instead of roaming around.
It wasn't an exciting trip,
so I'm just gonna talk about random stuff.

It's long been going on and stuff,
but I've never mentioned it on my blog so...
My dad has this brotherhood since err the 70s?
I found out how they came to be.
They called themselves the 9 wonders,
and they each got a ring.
Cool eh.
Only Lao Da, Lao 2, Lao 3, Lao 4, Lao 6, Lao 8 (my dad) and Lao 9 (my uncle) were present though.
Anyway, Lao 3 and Lao 6 are real humorous people,
had a lot of fun listening to their conversations.

On the highway to butterworth,
I saw this man-doll waving a flag by the side.
I THOUGHT HE WAS REAL.
and I thought who'd hire someone just to wave a flag all day...

I did weights with the luggages.
Seriously.

I dota-ed all the way.
In the car.
In the hotel.
Kept sleeping on the plane. =/
But my laptop's battery only lasts for 1hour max,
which sucks.
Always get interrupted during my game.
I got no life huh.. =.='

To end off,
the last meal of the trip was a BLAST.
Not the food or the entertainment...
It was the 4k rm for just 14 people.
Amount of calories, maybe 4k per person? =X
I believe we got KAN-ed.

pause!

2008-11-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

I shall take a break from my life here,
and off to Penang tomorrow.
Shall be back on the 23rd.
Man, no training for this week sure is weird.
The guilt is killing me.

Anyway today's doctor apointment was rather pointless.
A total of 4 opinions,
2 says to operate,
2 says NOT to operate YET.
It kinda all sums to be I'll do it anyway, but later.
So I'm gonna have to do physiotherapy (however you spell this) for the next 2 months and see.
Oh well, can't help it.

I have a feeling Penang is gonna kill me with depression.
THUS. I've decided to bring along dota with me.
Man I sure hope I can control my appetite once I'm there! >.<

plunge to sianness

2008-11-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

Whew,
YuGiOh episode 156 finale of S3 completed.
Then youtube ran out of supplies for the S4.
At least the english dubbed ones.
The japanese version just reminds me of ULTRAMAN.
WHICH MAKES ME SICK.
Therefore, I've stopped watching.
Afterall their plot started to go off course into some other lame shit,
which I cannot appreciate.
Maybe I'd pick it up again...someday.

Now what?
Tomorrow's my doctor appointment for my left leg thingy.
Hope there won't be a need for operation.
The night cycle thing did take a toll on my knee though.
Sigh.
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NOW! OMG!

6 days update

2008-11-16T16:11:00.003+08:00

So long since I've visited my own blog.
Was watching YuGiOh so much I didn't bother to do anything else.

So I managed to throw most of my things away,
thus my study room is rather tidy now.
I lost my math revision papers for nxt year.

YB, Edwin, Jansen, Dingjie, Yeenam came to stay over at my house.
We had much fun,
watching FMP Fumoffu,
Dota-ing,
and just doing sai.
I have no idea who,
but one of them kept changing my MSN nick.

The sad story begins there.
We got back in SG,
I went to bunk at Jansen's house to wait for the night cycle at 12 midnight.
NIGHT CYCLING SUCKS.
It had its fun side,
but 90% of it was just SIAN.
Jansen and I got lost in mudtrails,
attacked by bugs,
and couldn't find our way to CCK for like 1hr+.
The rest had to come pick us up at kranji mrt.
The fun part was probably the riding downhill journeys.
Other than that...my butt still bloody hurts.
Due to this rather wasteful event,
I totally forgot about my Jacky Wu on Saturday.
Regretful...
What's worse?
I was so drained I fell asleep on my bed till now when I reached home,
missing church.
Man, there was supposed to be a nice speaker today.
I missed so much good things for a stupid night cycle.
NOT WORTH IT.
But still, it was a good experience,
and a good bonding time too. =)

On the whole,
I'm rather pleased that my life had some spice during these 6 days.

no better way to express "happy"

2008-11-10T15:45:00.003+08:00

OMG, the workers found the source of the smell.
It's actually a dead cat.
Yea, WHAT THE HELL.
According to my dad it was supposed to be a RAT/MOUSE.
Due to the fact that we heard tsk tsk sounds,
and a very very loud thump 2 days before the smell came.
I was wondering why a rat could make such a loud boom,
but figured it was maybe just the wood being thin.
A CAT?! UNBELIEVABLE.
To think it was unseen for a week.
But my mom said it was stuck between something so...
Whatever, this is great news.
I've been praying for it everday since this cursed smell came.
Thank God. =D

So all there's left to do now is probably to let the air in,
and get rid of the bloody smell that's still lurking.
Hopefully by end of this week my house would be as fresh as before. ^^

Come to think of it,
I've been so caught up in Yu Gi Oh GX,
I haven't watched my recorded Jacky Wu.
LOL.
54 59 episodes in 3 days, not my best record though.
I've been dotaing less too.
Maybe if YongBoon starts it, I'd dota more as well.
Ahhh the life...
Except tuition still goes on for another 2weeks. =/

redefining life

2008-11-08T11:24:00.003+08:00

I love my life now.
But it's empty.
So I've decided to start stalking again.
It's really fun.

Edwin asked me to watch Yu Gi Oh GX too,
and I'm somewhat hooked,
since I got nothing better to watch. =.=
It's rather predictable and plotless too.
Oh well.

K.O.

2008-11-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

I killed an ant.
With my calculator.
:o

I dropped dead on the sofa after weights today.
Man, I sure was tired.
Now I feel energized.
Another tuition later.

Whew.

digging my own grave

2008-11-05T18:31:00.004+08:00

My A is gone.
For real.
Although I don't feel sad,
and I don't wanna keep yapping about the reason why.
But today marks another day of my life I want to remember.
The end of all official studies in year 2008.

The rest of the road is just play, play and more play.
I really hope I don't dig too deep into playing that I fail next year.

So here's to a new start. ;)

Btw, talking about new start, Obama won.
Sucks to McCain.
I wonder if Change will really come. =/
As in like the White house becoming the Black house etc etc. =X