Friday, August 14, 2009
You cannot fight me
As hard as it is for Africans/North Koreans/ Myanmarese to break out of their poverty cycle,
it is hard for me to break my procrastination addiction.
But I am determined to fight.
Promos is only 6 weeks away.
I'm not going down.
Not when eyes are watching.
Not when expectations are placed on me.
Why have I sworn to fight for everything but have gotten nothing?
What made me want to try so hard in the first quarter of the year?
I know the reason.
I can't duplicate the environment necessary to catalyse my productive efficiency.
So pain is the only way to go.
I will force myself to adapt.
I am human afterall.
Back to updates,
I've been on protein shake for about 2 weeks so far.
Pretty good.
Bench got a bit stuck.
My cleans increased, deadlifts, triceps, pullups too.
Let's go and grow!
But since frisbee stopped, so did my running.
My stamina's going to be screwed if I don't beef it back up soon.
Thanks to Phy lecture test (which I think I fucked up in),
I more or less caught up with tutorials and lectures.
Chemistry is easy and fun as usual.
Math too.
I hate Econs and subsequently, the tutor.
Actually the other way round.
GP is quite the bullshit.
PW sucks. My group sucks. I hate Pee Are Sees.
So, as I embark on my journey towards excellence, what else is there to say?
God Bless.
Khai Jams at 10:12 PM