Monday, June 15, 2009
revolutionizing resolutions
People often find themselves unable to fulfill their resolutions.
No, maybe it's just me.
Why?
Because these resolutions I make are ideal.
This is perfectly human.
So I set the bar real high,
work hard towards that goal,
and then hit somewhere below that goal,
because it's impossible to hit the target.
Somewhat like if you shoot to hit, you miss;
but if you shoot to miss, you hit.
Okay that makes little link.
But anyway, the real problem is, procrastination often gets in my way,
and I find myself just waiting for God to help me while not doing anything to help myself.
Blocks are in 13 days.
I have 2 physics topics I haven't LEARNT,
the other topics' tutorials are incomplete because I can't do them.
Math revision is fine, but I lack practice and revision.
Chemistry revision is somewhat close to math's.
I haven't touched Econs since the last lecture test.
I only have 3 days per subject.
How screwed can I get?
If only I bothered to pay a shit during lectures and didn't think "Oh, I have the entire june to understand the topic".
Sometimes I wonder if God is helping me.
Maybe he's too tied up with my unlimited requests.
Most probably he doesn't want to spoon feed me.
Maybe he granted my wishes,
but his time dimension is different from ours.
Like 1 God second is 1 human year or something.
But my over dependent thinking has made me wait and wait, time and time again.
Looks like I haven't learnt my lesson from past experiences.
Here we go again, on that roller coaster ride.
This time, much more exciting.
Khai Jams at 5:23 PM